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da shawarar d'an uwansa.A wannan daren a gefen Rafeek bai kwanta ba sai da yayi nafila raka'a biyu to ask the Lord to forgive his sins and to ask for k'arfin guiwan da zai iya tunkarar Lolly ya yi mata explaining how things happened before then.

     While on the side of Lollyn bayan ta barshi zaune cikin tunani da mamakin d'abi'unta tana shiga ta d'auro alwala tayi nafila,ta jima sosai tana addu'o'i da neman zab'in ubangiji mafi alkhairi then ta yi shirin bacci,bayan ta gama komai ta d'auki wayarta with the thought and fears of confronting Annie ta kirata,she made three miss calls ba'a d'auka sai a na hud'un,her body was cold enough to greet Annien in spite of yadda take amsawa babu fara'a sosai a tattare da ita,after sun gaisa duka suka yi shiru for a moment Annie za ta yi magana saboda shirun ya yi yawa Lolly ta numfasa tace "Adda dama i just call u for nothing but to apologize for what had happened,in Allah ya yarda i can't do anything u don't like again,and i will be sorry and to live with him a duk yadda yake,fatan Allah ya k'ara min hak'uri da juriyar zama da su." She was saying this and didn't wait for Annie to say anything ta kashe wayar gaba d'aya ta ajiye,tana jin hawaye suna saukowa saman fuskarta but ta kasa d'aga hannunta ta goge,ta jima sosai a cikin wannan yanayin kafin ta tashi taje toilet to wash her face from the tears da suka bushe mata,continuously thinking about how za ta yi accepting Rafeek as her husband for the second time.

     Washe gari da safen kamar kullum after sun gama breakfast Nusrah ta mik'e da sauri ta yi musu sallama saboda za ta shiga skul,ta wuce bedroom kenan Nuraz ya biyo bayanta,tare suka gama shiryawa suka fito,sai da suka sake yi wa Hajiya sallama,daga nan ya fara ajiyeta skul and then ya wuce hospital *ASYLUM WELCOME,* tun da ya barta a skul ranar haka nan ta wuni tare da su Veronica but she could not perceive anything except mutuwar da jikinta yayi da wani irin yanayin da ta kasa gane masa,she was sitting there waiting for him lokacin sun fito sai yamutsa fuska take saboda komai ma ba ta jin dad'in sa tayi siririn tsaki tana kallon hanya,as Sarah looking at her cikin harshen nasara tace "Madam da ba don kada na yi shishshigi ba da na fad'i wani abu" ta d'aga idanunta hardly ta kalleta tace "What is it?" Sarah laughed and said "The King's death will not be heard in my mouth." Nusrah ta tab'e baki ta harareta,dariya tayi kad'an za ta yi magana Maria Robles dake gefensu ta tab'e baki tace "ku dai babu ruwanku,bikin sunma da bamu sani ba saboda rashin muhimmancin mu" lumshe ido Nusrah tayi a hankali because ba tun yau suke mata k'orafi ba tana ba su hak'uri tace "Haba mana Maria sau nawa kike son na fad'a muku auren nan haka aka yisa ba'a bamu damar shiryawa ba,ban san me yasa kike son maimaita maganar ba" Veronica looks at Maria who was ready to speak again and said "please Maria don't say anything,we should excuse her since she told us the reason,but mene ne abun fushi tunda ga shi za ta ba mu baby?" Dariya suka sa su ukun Nusrah tayi saurin bud'e ido tana kallonsu tace "What are u saying Veronica?" Veronica laughed as she walked past tace "I said nothing" su Sarah suka sake yin dariya as they took their belongings suka yi mata sallama because they saw Nuraz's car tun daga nesan tana nufo wajen da suke,ita kuwa uwar tawagar ko kulawa bata yi ba sai flat tummy d'inta da ta zubawa ido cike da mamakin abunda k'awayentan suka fad'a,a hankali ta sake nutsuwa ta lumshe idanunta tana lissafin rabonta da ganin menses,ta d'auki lokaci tana lissafa kwanakin but idan ta yi gaba sai ta rikice dole sai ta dawo baya,finally she started to find out kusan wata biyu kenan yanzun rabon da ta sake yi.

    Tun da ya nufo gurin yake kallonsu,he didn't know what had happened ya ga su Veronica suna dariya sun bar wajen,yana k'arasowa wajen trying to park ya zuba mata idanusa especially as she closed her eyes sai bai yi mata alamar da za ta san ya zo ba,he pulled the door out to see that she had no intention of getting her eyes open ya nufo inda take zaune,tun kafin ya k'araso his scent's began to let her know that he was nearby,da sauri ta bud'e idonta ta sauke su a kansa,murmushin da yake mata yasa ta sauke ajiyar zuciya a hankali and then ta fara tattara kayanta yana zuwa ya yi mata sallama,ta amsa tana kallonsa kamar za ta yi magana ta fasa,hannunsa ya mik'a mata ta kama sannan ta tashi ya karb'i jakartan ya rik'e yana rik'e da hannunta suka k'araso inda yayi parking,ya bud'e mata ta shiga sannan ya wuce ya shiga ya tada motar suka fara tafiya a hankali,sun fita daga skul ya kalleta yace "what's wrong with u?" Ta gyara kwanciyarta bata bud'e idonta ba tace "Nothing ni lafiya na k'alau" he just smiled and said nothing har suka shigo gida,yayi parking ya fito ya bud'e mata tana fitowa hadiman gidan suka fara yi musu barka da dawowa,ya rik'e mata hannu suka wuce ciki,suna shigowa parlor suka tarar da Hajiya zaune ita da Lolly da alamun maganar da suke yi mai muhimmanci ne duba da yadda Lolly ta sunkuyar da kai,suka yi musu sallama bayan sun gaisa suka wuce bedroom,Hajiya da ta tsagaita da magana ta bisu da kallo da mamaki ta kalli Nusrah tace "Baby zo nan na ga" a d'an tsorace Nusrah ta kalleta ta kalli Nuraz,ya lumshe mata ido alamun kada ta tada hankalinta,ta had'iye wasu irin saliva's tana tafiya kamar ba ta so,ta dawo inda Hajiya take zaune,Hajiya was looking at her eagerly and says "Are u sick?" Ta girgiza kai alamun a'a,Hajiya dai bata yarda da amsar Nusrah ba tace "Babu inda yake yi miki ciwo?" Ta gyad'a kai alamun ehh,daga haka Hajiya tayi shiru tana kallonta,zuwa wani lokaci kuma tace "Shi kenan tashi ki je ki huta" ta tashi a hankali kanta a k'asa,haka kawai sai ta fara jin fad'uwar gaba musamman da ta tuna maganar da su Sarah suka gama yi mata a skul,she slowly re-watched herself had'e da shafa flat tummy d'inta,har ta shigo bedroom d'in bata daina tunanin da take yi ba,jin motsin shigowarta yasa Nuraz dake arean closet ya waiwayo ya hangota ta shigo but kamar ba ta cikin nutsuwarta,he was quietly looking at her yana jira ta k'araso ya tambayeta abunda yake damunta because ya san ba haka ya barta ba,but bai sani ba ko bayan tafiyarsa hospital wani abu ya faru duk da ya tambayeta yanzun babu jimawa ta fad'a masa babu komai,gajiya yayi da jiran ta ya fito lokacin ya rage kayan jikinsa ya sameta zaune saman armchair,yana k'arasowa ya fara cire mata vail d'in kanta tayi ajiyar zuciya tana kallonsa,he raised his eyebrow and said "What's going on?" She nodded her head alamun babu komai,yace "I don't believe" ta sake yin ajiyar zuciya za ta yi magana ya rigata "Kin kalli yadda kika koma kuwa?" She looked at him with surprise,ya kalli fuskarta yace "Ina tunanin ba haka na tafi na barki a skul ba,can u tell me what's wrong with u right now?" Lumshe idanunta tayi tana yamutsa fuska tace "there is nothing happen to me" yace "really?" Ta gyad'a masa kai,ya tab'e baki yace "I can't believe babu abunda yake damunki" tace "why not?" Yace "Haka kike kullum ko yaune kika dawo haka?","ya ya nake to?" She said with a dry smile on her lips,as he sat next to her jikinsu yana gugar juna yace "Do u want me to tell u?" Ta gyad'a kai,ya tab'e baki yace "what will u give me if i said it out?" Dariyar da ta bayyana hak'oranta tayi tace "za ka samu duk abunda kake so" ya d'age gira so excited yace "really?" She roll her eyes and whispers,yace "Wah! It's a fun day" dariya maganarsa ta sata,yana kallonta yayi murmushi,tace "Akwai ranar da ba na shagali ba a gurinka?" Ya sake yin murmushi yana d'age shoulders yace "Akwai mana" tace "which day?" Yace "if u don't want sai kin ba ni wahala kike karb'a" ta zaro ido bakinta a bud'e tace "Sharri za ka yi min?" Ya harareta yace "Babu wani gaskiya na fad'a" tayi rau² da ido kamar za tayi kuka,yayi saurin cewa "no! Ba haka nake son fad'a ba" tace "to me za ka ce?" Yace "We are always in fun" ta harareshi tace "Ai ba haka kace ba da farko" he raised his eyebrows and said "i have change my words" ta sake harararsa tace "u will come later" he looked up and said "please don't judge me so bad,i don't want to say so" ta tashi tana kallonsa tace "Ai kuwa sai ka bawa mutanen k'asar ku labari" da sauri ya bi bayanta yana cewa "Please mana Mr's I" tace "there's no patience and no fun today" as he came forward ya rik'e kunne yace "Please Rooh" ta d'age kai tana kallon sama tace "Please let me take off my dress" yayi saurin cewa "Muje na cire miki" ta mak'ale kafad'a tace "I don't want" yace "Please!" Yadda ya furta kalmar cikin salo yasa ta turo baki bata ce komai ba,ya sake cewa "please Rooh" ta kalleshi kamar za tayi magana sai kuma ta fasa,ya sake cewa "Please!" For the third time,kallonsa ta tsaya yi as if she was looking for something in his face,ya sake rik'e kunnensa yana rage ganinsa yace "shall I?" she slowly leaned her back a gefen closet tana nodding masa kai,murmushi ya sakar mata yana nufo inda take sai da ta bari ya kusa zuwa quickly ta janye jikinta ta fice ta d'ayan side d'in,he quickly followed her yana cewa "ki bi a hankali kada ki fad'i" tsayawa ta yi cak tana sauke numfashi even though ba wai gudu tayi ba,ta kalleshi her eyes were filled with suspicion because she didn't understand the meaning of their words from Sarah,Hajiya har zuwa na sa da yayi yanzun,ya k'araso inda take tsaye tana kallonsa ya rungume ta yana shafa bayanta,she was still feel him in shock,da kyar bakinta ya bud'e tace "what do u mean?" He smiled correctly and said "Don't u really know what is going on?" She nodded her head,he smile again tace "I don't understand what u want to say" yace "When last kika ga menses d'inki?" She looked at him in surprise and said "I don't understand" he said "u will soon understand" she was silent and thinking yace "kin tuna?" ta tab'e baki tace "I like to remember but i still can't" yayi murmushi yana copping fuskarta yace "look into my eyes" tayi kamar yadda yace,yayi mata murmushinsa mai tattare da nutsuwa yace "Kusan two months kenan rabonki da yi right?" ta zaro ido za ta tambayeshi yadda aka yi ya sani yace "Ina sanin lokacin da kike yi tun ba yanzun ba,kwanakin farkon kowane wata from 3-9,yau nawa ga watan da muke ciki?" she was silently looking at him tana juya maganganunsu a zuciyarta if that is the case,do they seem to indicate she is pregnant? Yace "But I'm not sure just na fad'a ne,sai mun je hospital za mu tabbatar,idan zatona ya zama dai² mun samu k'aruwa idan kuma ya sab'a maybe an samu matsala ne daga menses d'inki" banda binsa da ido babu abunda take yi dan tsabar mamakin daya jefa zuciyarta a ciki ko kwakwkwaran motsi kasa yi take,yayi ajiyar zuciya yana shafa cikinta yace "I will be glad idan zaton da nake ya tabbata" the way yayi maganar ta ji wasu irin hawaye sun fara taho mata,da sauri ta rungume shi tana fashewa da kuka,yayi saurin rik'ota hankalinsa a tashe yana rarrashinta because he didn't know what caused her to cry,tana farin ciki ne ko kishiyar sa ne? She hugged him again with a sigh of relief and said "Take me to the hospital please" he hugged her tightly and said "do u want?" Instead of ta ba shi amsa sai tace "Please mu tafi" yayi dariyar da ta bayyana fararen hak'oransa yace "We will go but not this sooner" tace "please" ya shafa bayanta yace "ok we will but for now muje mu yi wanka" cikin zumud'i ta amsa tana rik'o hannunsa suka wuce bethroom,sun b'ata lokaci suna soyayya a cikin tube then suka yi wanka suka fito,a gaggauce suka shirya suka fita ba tare da sun fad'i inda za suje ba.

   
      Bayan fitarsu daga gidan Rafeek ya shigo kai tsaye ya wuce apartment d'in Hajiya saboda kiran da tayi masa babu jimawa,he came in and found her in the parlor,ya risina ya gaisheta ta amsa tana kallonsa tace "Sit magana za muyi da kai" ya ji gabansa ya fad'i but ya daure ya zauna,yana kallon gefe for not knowing what Hajiya would say to him,quietly Hajiya whispered "Rafeek I want u to tell me the truth,,do u love ur wife or u don't?" He quickly looked at Hajiya da ta had'e rai as she saw that he had no intention of speaking tace "da kai nake magana ka tsaya kallona" Yayi saurin k'ifta ido yace "Hajiya ina sonta" ta gyad'a kai tace "Me yasa duk tsayin wad'annan watannin ka kasa daidaita al'amuranka da iyalinka?" He bowed his head and said nothing,Hajiya said "Well,what i'm going to tell u is,if u don't want me to ruin ur marriage,nan da wasu y'an kwanaki na baka idan ka bari na yi fushi ka ji na fad'a maka zansa almakashi na raba abunda yake tsakaninku" saurin d'agowa yayi fuskarsa babu walwala yace "ki yi hak'uri Hajiya in Allah ya yarda zan yi yadda kike so,amma Hajiya ki taya ni addu'ah wollahi ban san da yadda zan fuskanceta na yi mata bayani ba amma da tuni na yi hakan" ta d'aga kafad'a tace "wannan kuma kai ya dama,na riga na yanke hukunci ko ka gyara ko kada ka yi duk wannan kai zai dama ba ni ba" kamar zai kurma ihu haka ya tsaya kallon Hajiya yana son yin magana but damuwar halin da zai shiga idan Hajiya ta raba auren sun kamar yadda ta fad'a yasa shi yin shiru zuciyarsa cike da nadamar k'in nemawa kansa mafita tun dawowarsu,Hajiya dake kallon yanayinsa tace "u can go but remember what i told u" ya gyad'a kai ya yi mata godiya when he gets up,he goes out but zuciyarsa a cunkushe da tunani iri-iri especially Hajiya's word su ne abunda yafi komai tayar masa da hankali,ya fito daga apartment d'inta guard d'insa da suke jiransa wani ya zo zai bud'e masa mota,ya dakatar da shi ya wuce apartment d'insa,yana shigowa kai tsaye ya wuce bedroom d'insa with his suit in his hand ya ajiye a gefen bed ya zauna and dropped the suspender above his shoulders,ya fara unbuttoning long sleeve d'in dake jikinsa due to the kind of sweat da ya fara tsatstsafo masa,his thoughts and anxieties were now on nothing but the way to overcome the problem sai dai ya kasa,he was afraid to look at her bare ya yi mata magana all because of what he had seen in her eyes,ya lumshe idanunsa da suka yi masa nauyi continued to pray in his heart akan Allah ya ba shi juriyar fuskantarta.

     He spent long time sitting here ba tare da ya san adadin lokacin da ya b'ata ba then ya tashi ganin lokaci ya tafi sosai ya wuce bathroom after ya yi wanka ya shirya cikin lightweight outfit masu haske ya fito parlor saboda jin apartment d'in da yayi shiru,he sat on the armchair and powering the plasma,BBC NEWS channel ya kamo,yana zaune shiru shi kad'ai ya rasa abunda zai yi,a zahiri duk wanda ya kallesa zai ce TV d'in yake kalla but inwardly his attention turned away from what was said in the news,Lolly da tun d'azun ta ga shigowarsa lokacin tana fitowa daga bedroom ta zo wucewa ta ga ya fito yana zaune a parlor shi kad'ai,ta kalleshi a hankali ta yi masa sannu da dawowa,da yake hankalinsa ba ya tare da shi sai bai ji ba,ta yi kamar za ta wuce sai kuma ta dawo ta wuce ta d'auko ruwa da drink a medium tray ta d'auko cup,even though she was afraid of what might happen but ta daurewa zuciyarta because she wanted to forget the past and agreed to accept him as her husband for the second time,for no other reason than kyautatawar da mahaifansa suka yi mata,their love,care and respect da suka ba ta tun a wancan lokacin,and then she wanted to show Annie she's always ready ta sadaukar da farin cikinta akan duk wani umarnin da za ta bata,for nothing but to show respect,love,willingness and obedience to her.....
   
   
    

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Tana shigowa cikin parlor'n she goes straight to where he was,very calmly ta ajiye tray d'in a saman table,remote d'in da yake ajiye next to him ta wuce ta d'auka had'e da turning TV d'in off because ta fahimci hankalinsa ba ya tare da abunda yake yi,da sauri ya dawo cikin hayyacinsa yana kallon TV d'in da aka kashe,yayi ajiyar zuciya ya lumshe idonsa without bothering to find out who had turn it off,ta kalleshi ganin bai yi magana ba though fuskarsa ta bayyana damuwa,jikinta a sanyaye tace "Barka da dawowa" kamar a mafarki yaji maganarta,he quickly opened his eyes ya sauke a kanta tana tsiyaya ruwa a glass cup,ya kasa amsawa saboda mamakinta har yau ya k'i barin zuciyarsa,ta d'ago kanta lokacin da ta mik'o masa cup d'in suka had'a ido da shi,yayi still bai karb'i cup d'in da take mik'o masa ba,da taga kallon ya yi yawa ta bud'e bakinta tace "Ka karb'a" without any doubt ya kawo hannunsa zai karb'a ta mik'o masa,kasancewar bai rik'e dai² ba garin ya karb'a cup d'in ya fad'o daga hannunsa,the sound of the explosion na cup d'in yasa ta rufe idonta,yayi still yana kallon yadda tayi,a hankali yayi ajiyar zuciya a nutse ya d'auki telephone ya k'ira kitchen,Angelyn came out quickly za ta gyara wajen Lolly ta d'ago idanunta jin abunda yace a wayar,ta kalli Angelyn tace ta tafi za ta gyara,Rafeek ya sake zuba mata ido,yana kallonta ta gyara gurin without even having a chance to talk until ta dawo ta zauna kanta a sunkuye tana kallon k'asa,he took a deep breath zai yi magana itama ta d'ago with the intent to speak,yayi shiru ya fasa yin maganar,itama ta yi shiru ganin yana son fad'ar wani abu,they took a moment a haka babu wanda yayi magana ya bud'e baki a wahale yace "Fad'i abunda kike son cewa" she nod her head and said "A'a ka fara fad'a" he said "don't worry ki fara fad'a" tace "ai kai ne namiji kai ya kamata ka fara fad'a" yayi shiru yana tunanin abunda zai fad'a,da taji shiru ta d'ago kanta a hankali ta kalleshi,yadda yayi shiru kasan ba wai abunda zai fad'a ya rasa ba he just didn't know how to start,ta numfasa a hankali ta fara magana "D'azun mun yi magana da Hajiya,and she said za ku yi magana idan ka dawo.." he quickly stared at her ganin she picked up the thread he had lost yace "wane magana kuka yi?" As she bowed her head yanayinta kamar na mutumin dake cikin damuwa tace "She said!" Before tayi concluding statement that she were intended to say yace "she will split up our marriage idan bamu daidaita kanmu ba?" She quickly looked up at him,ya had'iye saliva's very hardly yana jan numfashi,ta girgiza kai a hankali tace "this is what she said" ya rufe idanunsa that he feel as if they were being filled with soil,muryarsa a low tone yana jin fad'uwar gaba yace "I don't really know how to say it out,even though i knew it was my fault and i accepted my mistake but i couldn't figure out how to apologize to u,i'm ashamed of my Lord for the blame i have inflicted on him,no matter what happens though akwai k'addararmu a ciki but the mistakes i made have been worse,abunda kowa ya dunga hango min zan aikata tun wancan lokacin i just closed my eyes because my thoughts and knowledge were showing me akan gaskiya nake,this gave me opportunity to do what i did yau ga shi ranar da kowa yake jin tsoron ta riske ni ta zo,i'm ashamed to apologize,ina jin tsoro and infinite remorse,a times i feel as ina ma ace ina da dama to look back,probably da na yi hakan for nothing other than to correct my mistakes,but duk hukuncin da kuke ganin ya dace da laifina,idan har daga gare ku