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sai dariya da suke yi.

Muna shiga corridor din ya mayar da kofa ya rufe sannan ya jingina da jikin ta yana kallo na. Na harare shi. "Kaga ka sa naji kunyar abokan ka ko, ka bari mana minti nawa ne zasuyi su gama su tafi?" Yace "rabu dasu wadannan, tun yamma suka saka ni a gaba da tsokana wai ba sabanba nima yau zan shiga daga ciki, wai na kasa rufe baki saboda doki, shine nima na nuna musu tabbas dokin nake yi" ya saki hannu na ya rike fuskata yana kallon ido na "ina dokin kasancewa da matata" na ja baya ina kallon sa ina murmushi, sannan na juya da sauri na shiga daya daga cikin ɗakunan da suke gurin duk da bansan ko na waye a cikin mu ba. Na zauna a bakin gado tare da sake lullube fuskata ina jin mixed feelings a cikin zuciyata.

Ina jin sa yashigo dakin, ya jima a tsaye yana kallona sannan ya karaso ya zauna a kasa a gaba na tare da dora guiwowin hannayensa guda biyu a kan guiwowin kafafuwana yayi tagumi da hannu bibbiyu yana leka fuskata. "Ni ka daina kallona, so kake sai ka gano muni na" ya lumshe ido ya bude "muni fa kika ce? A jikin ki Jidda babu wani abu mai kama da muni in ma da akwai ni Umar ban ganshi ba" nayi murmushi ina jin dadin maganar sa, tabbas Umar yana da baiwa mai yawa amma iya magana musamman a gare ni tana daga cikin manyan baiwar sa.

Na gyara mayafina ina kara bude masa fuskata sannan wani tunani ya fado min, wata tambaya da na jima ina yiwa kaina 

"Why me?"

Yace "what?" Na daga kafada "in nufin you can marry any other Lady, why me? Me yasa ka zabe ni?"

Sai naga yayi mamakin tambayar tawa, yace "ke zanyi wa wannan tambayar Jidda, you can marry any other guy because you have everything needed, why do you accept me?"

Na juya ido na "I asked the question first Mr, answer me first"

Sai ya mike yayi kneeling a gaba na yadda fuskokin mu suka daidaita da juna sannan yana kallon cikin ido na yace "I don't know. I just saw you and know that it is you. Farko muryarki na fara jiyo wa kina gaishe da Mama a school dinku and I felt like ba zan iya cigaba da rayuwa ba sai na ga fuskar ki, I turned my mirror and saw you and I felt like bazan iya cigaba da rayuwa ba sai na sanki, and when I did manage to get to know you I felt like bazan iya cigaba da rayuwa ba sai na aure ki. And here am I thankfully married to you and feeling like my life is finally complete, feeling like kamar bani da wani sauran buri kuma sai fatan cikawa da imani. Buri dai kam na duniya Jidda na gama samunsa. Now tell me, me yasa da nace ina sonki ki ka karbe ni"

Naji kwalla ta kawo idona, I hate wannan saurin kukan nawa wallahi amma haka halitta ta take kuma nasan ubangiji yasan dalilin da yasa ya halicce ni a haka. Na saka bayan hannu na a hankali na shafa sajen sa ina jin wata sabuwar soyayyar sa tana kara shiga cikin zuciyata.

Na tuno da wani baiti na wata waka dana taba ji somewhere duk dabazan iya tuna sunan wakar ko a inda na ji ta ba

*Have you ever love someone so much that looking at them makes you cry?*

Sai naji na fahimci dalilin hawaye na.

Na ga ya lumshe idonsa yana feeling hannuna da yake shafa fuskar sa. A hankali nace

"Because I love you. Bansan dalili ba so don't ask me, I just know I love you tun second din dana ga idonka ta cikin mirror kana kallona, har zuwa yanzu da kake matsayin mijina, and I am pretty sure that I am going to take your love with me to my grave. Wannan shine abinda na sani, bayan shi ban san komai ba"

Sai ya saka hannun sa ya rike hannuna da yake kan fuskarsa ya jawo shi a hankali zuwa kan lips dinsa sannan ya manna min kiss a tsakiyar palm dina, ya bude idonsa da naga sun juye zuwa irin na yan shaye shaye sannan yace

"And I love you too Baby"

Nayi sauri na karbe hannuna daga gurinsa sannan na goge shi da sauri a jikin cinya ta, ina jin sakon kiss dinsa yana tafiya tun daga hannun nawa zuwa duk wani bari na jiki na har inda ma ban taba tunanin zai je ba.

Na fara kokarin wayencewa "uhmmm su Mufida ko sun tafi gida? Ya kamata mu duba su" ya danyi gajeren murmushi yana matso da fuskarsa kusa da tawa "I don't know. And I don't care" na matsar da tawa fuskar baya ina zare ido "ni I care. Zanje in duba su, in sun tafi ma zan kira su in tabbatar sunje gida lafiya"

Ya cigaba da matsowa ba tare da yace min komai ba, idanuwan sa akan lips dina, yana yin sa mai cike da rikitarwa. Ni kuma na cigaba da ja baya kirjina yana dukan tara tara a haka har muka hau kan gadon sannan muka tafi har karshen gadon. Sai da naji bayana ya hadu da frame din gadon sannan na far neman next option din guduwa, na duba dama da hagu ina tunanin ina ne zai yi min sauri amma sai yayi sauri ya saka hannayensa a dukkan sides biyun ya tare ko'ina.

A dai dai lokacin muka ji tashin motoci a waje, tare da maganganun mutane, yace "there. Sun tafi, sai kuma me kike so ki sani?" Nace "ina so in san sun isa gida lafiya" ya saka hannu yana zare mayafi na yace "Bashir zai kira ni in ya gama kai kowa gida. Sai menene next excuse din?" Na fara kokarin jan mayafin amma yayi jifa dashi gefen gado, sai na saka hannayena biyu na rufe kirjina, a raina ina jin haushin Farhan da ta saka ni na saka rigar nan mai budadden wuya.

Ya dora nasa hannayen akan nawa, ya saka yatsunsa a tsakanin nawa sannan ya ja hannayen namu together  zuwa sides din fuskata ya hada su da jikin frame din gadon, na runtse idona da sauri saboda kallon da naga yana bin kirjina da yake sama da kasa saboda bugawar da zuciyata take yi dashi, sai kuma zuciyar ta tsaya chak a lokacin da naji saukar lips dinsa a dai dai saman makogwarona, soft, warm but chilly. Sai kuma yasaki hannu na daya ya zura hannunsa ta bayana, cikin rigata, his hands warmer than normal, ya jawo ni sosai gabakidaya na shige cikin jikinsa sannan ya fara trailing kisses a wuyan nawa and going down, nayi amfani da free hannun nawa wajen dago fuskar sa da sauri na rike ina kokarin ganin ya kyalle ni, and he did looked at me da wannan kallon nasa da bana so.

Cikin rawar murya nace "wait, please wait, dan Allah ka dakata kaji" sai naga yayi murmushi "I have always known ke matsoraciya ce, amma banyi tunanin tsoron naki har ya kai haka ba, kinga fuskarki kuwa? Da da waya a kusa dani da nayi miki pictures in samu na tsokana duk ranar da zaki zo kina asking me for this, "dan Allah sweet Umar kazo muyi" ya karasa cikin kwaikwayon murya ta

Na bata rai ina jin abinda yake yi da hannun sa a baya na "I will never. Ka rubuta ka ajiye, I will never" sai yayi dariya. "We will see, na baki sati daya and I assure you duk ranar da banzo ba you will come begging"

Ya fara kokarin mayar da fuskar sa inda na dauko ta, na kuma rike ta "akwai wani excuse din" na fada da sauri yace  "really? Na menene?" Ya fada yana juyar fuskarsa tare da kissing hannun dana rike fuskar ta sa da shi. Na dauke hannun da sauri ina gogewa a jikina nace "Sallah. Bamuyi sallar sunna ba ta godiya ga Allah da kuma neman albarka"

Sai ya saki daya hannun nawa da har lokacin yake rike a cikin nasa tare da sauke ajjiyar zuciya "that's excuse enough" na fara zame jikina daga nasa "kuma ba ka dauko min kaza ta daka bari a mota ba"

Ya sauka daga kan gadon yana cewa "in dai kaza ce zaki ci ko koshi yarinya, har sai kin gode Allah" daga nan ya shiga toilet. Yana shiga na girgiza kaina ina kokarin dawo da tunani cikin kwakwalwa ta, wannan umar din fa sai nayi da gaske, dole inyi masa dabara.

Mintina kadan ya fito da alamun ruwa a jikinsa. Nayi saurin janyo mayafi ina rufe jikina dashi, yayi dariya tare da gogo ruwan jikin sumarsa ya watso min. "Tashi zabuwa, kije kiyi alwala tun kafin tawa ta karye" naji kunyar maganar sa sosai, oh Allah, dama haka auren yake?

Ya sake cewa "ki tashi mana, ko ni kadai akace inyi sallar banda ke?" Na hadiye yawu da kyar ina tattaro dukkan bravadon da nake dashi nace "bani da tsarki" ba tare da wata damuwa ba yace "kije kiyi tsarkin sai kiyi alwalar" na bude ido "na shiga uku, ba wannan tsarkin nake nufi ba fa" ya zauna a bakin gadon yana murmushi tare da daga gira daya "to wanne kike nufi?" Nace "ina nufin bani da tsarki ba zanyi sallah ba" ya sake bata rai cikin rashin fahimta, naji haushin sa a raina, a matsayin sa na doctor aiya kamata ace ya gane ko?

Na sake cewa "ina nufin, ba zanyi sallah ba saboda period nake yi" am sure dai ai ya san wannan kalmar kuma yasan abinda take nufi. Ai kuwa ya sani din dan yadda fuskarsa ta chanja kadai ya tabbatar min da cewa ya sani. "What?" Ya fada da sauri. Na ja baya ina sake komawa karshen gado. "Wallahi da gaske nake, na rantse da Allah"

Yace "wannan rantsuwar taki kadai ta isa ta tabbatar min cewa maganar ki ba gaskiya bace ba. Tsoron nawa har ya kai nan Jidda? Lallai muna da aiki a gaban mu ni da ke. Amma bara inzo inyi fata fata da tsoron nan da kunyar gabaki daya ones and for all"

Ya fara biyo ni zuwa karshen gadon, na dunkule a guri daya "wallahi da gaske nake Allah kuwa, ko Alqur'ani aka kawo min zan dafa" yayi dariya "kin kama kanki Baby girl, in ana period ba'a taba Alqur'ani, meaning ke ba kya yi kenan tunda kin ce zaki taba"

Na girgiza kaina kaina "ina nufin na rantse da Alqur'ani period nake yi" ya karaso tare da dora dan ya tsansa akan lips dina "ba'a rantsuwa da komai sai da Allah. Na san kin san haka, meaning kina sane kenan dan kinsan baki da gaskiya shine kika rantse da Alqur'ani" na girgiza kaina "please yaya Doctor. Wallahi dagaske nake"

"Then show me" na bude ido "me?" Yace "period din, show me. In da babu kasa ai anan ake gardamar kokawa ko?" Naji hawaye ya taho min "yanzu ta yaya zan nuna maka period dina? Na rantse maka amma kaki yarda kamar baka sanni ba, Umar Jidda ce fa" yace "Jidda Umar ne fa. Me yasa ke ba zaki yarda dani ba? Me yasa kike jin tsorona? Am not going to hurt you I promise you. Ni wannan abin da kike yi sai nake ji a raina kamar ba kya so na ma"

Nace "ina sonka mana, ka sani ina sonka sosai amma abinda kake so ba zai yiwu ba tunda ga halin da nake ciki. Ka bari, four days ne kawai ya rage zan gama shikenan" ya zaro ido "four what? Kina so in sheka barzahu kenan. Na share hawayen daya taho min "dan dai kwana hudu? Kayi shekaru ma babu wannan din menene laifin kwana hudu?" Yace "shekaru lokacin babu ke a matsayin matata ba. Shekaru lokacin bani da wannan right din" nace "yanzun ma baka dashi ai"

Ya mayar da hannun sa bayana inda ya saka dazu, but this time around maimakon hannun yayi sama sai yayi kasa cikin skirt dina. Na zaro ido da kokarin rike hannunsa amma sai shi ya rike nawa yana wani murmushin da yafi yi min kama da na mugunta. Na saka kuka "na shiga uku Umar me kake yi?" Yace "tabbatar wa bani da right. In na tabbatar sai in rabu da gurin in kama dukkan sauran bangarorin da nake da right a kansu ko?"

Na kwace hannu na daga rikon da yayi min sannan na rike hannunsa da hannu biyu ina kokarin fito dashi amma na kasa, ina jinsa yana yi min dariya tare da yi min tafiyar tsutsa a can. Na koma da baya na zauna akan hannun nasa dan in hana shi karasa wa inda yake son zuwa. Yayi kara "zaki balla min hannu fa" na daki hannun da karfi har da cize lips dan inyi masa mugunta, ya zare hannunsa yana sosa wa "sai na rama. Ki rubuta ki ajiye" na murguda masa baki ina share sauran hawaye na.

Ya tsaya yana kallon hannun sa "ni banga komai ba. Meaning babu komai a gurin kenan" nace "ai baka je inda yake da komai din ba. Na san kuma ka sani"

Ya mayar da hannun sa baya na amma banji saukar sa a bayan ba sai jin fitar zip din rigata nayi, ya zuge shi har kasa. Na yi sauri na rike rigar. "Na shiga uku. Me kake yi haka?" Yace "idan da gaske bani da right a can ai ina da shi anan ko? Can din ma kuma ban yarda ba" na kamkame rigata "dan Allah ka rabu dani. Albarkacin soyayya da kace kana yi min ka rabu dani" ya maimaita abinda nace yana kokarin rabani da rigar "dan Allah ki rabu dani, albarkacin soyayyar da kika ce kina yi min ki rabu dani"

Na sake kankame rigata, sai ya hadani ni da rigar ha rungume mu tsamtsam tare da kokarin tura ni baya in kwanta. Nayi saurin cewa "kaza ta. Ba ka dauko min kaza ta ba" farko yayi kamar bai ji ni ba, sai dana maimaita na kuma kara da cewa "in baka bani kaza ta ba kullum sai na yi maka gori ko yaya nawa zamu haifa" ya sauke ajjiyar zuciya sannan ya sake ni tare da dafe kai, sai kuma yace "ba dai kaza kike son ci ba? You know what? Guda biyu na siyo miki ma da yoghout, saboda a gurina kinfi karfin kaza daya. But tell me please, akwai abinnan ko babu"

Na girgiza kaina "babu. Ka dauko min kazar ka dawo" naga yadda fuskarss tayi lighting up, "da gaske? Okay ki tashi kiyi alwala kafin in dauko, in na dawo nima sai in sake sai muyi sallah" na gyada kai da sauri shi kuma ya tashi jikinsa cike da kuzari ya fita.

Na gyara rigata na zuge, na jiyo shi ya bude kofar waje ya fita sannan naji ya bude mota ya kuma rufe, ya sake dawowa naji yayi locking kofar palo,a lokacin ne na mike nima da sauri naje bakin kofa na saka mata lock sannan na zauna a gurin na jingina bayana da jikin kofar ina murmushin mugunta. Ba shi mugunta ba? Zai ga mugunta.

Ina jinsa ya shigo corridor din sannan ya murda handle din kofar dakin da nake ciki na kuma turo "damn it. Jidda open this door" nayi murmushi bance komai ba. "Na san kina jina, open this door idan ba haka ba in na kama ki sai na yayyanka neman ki na cinye" na danyi dariya still ban ce komai ba.

Waya ta da take cikin handbag dina akan dresser ta fara kara da ringtone dinsa, na mike na dauko ta na zauna a bakin gado ina kallon sunan sa akan screen din "Umarul Faruq" na murguda baki na ajiye wayar na sauki ledar pad a cikin jaka ta na tafi toilet. Nasan ina dauka zaiyi min dadin bakin da zai saka in bude masa ni kuma gaskiya tsoron yadda yake yi dinnan nake ji. Ta yaya zai ce min in nuna masa period dina? How on earth can I do that?

Na chanja pad, na wanke make up din fuskata sannan na fito na chanja kaya. Still wayar tana ta kida abinta. Na gyara gadon na kashe fitila tare da yin mika gami da hamma, zanyi bacci na mai dadi kamar yadda nayi niyya. Na hau gado na ja bargo tare da daukan wayar. Nine missed calls and counting. Sai dai bai kuma kira ba sai message daya turo min.

"Ko dai ki bude kofar nan ko kumada safe ki zama widow"

Nayi murmushi sannan na tura masa reply

"Naki din, waye yace ka saka min hannu a skirt kace sai kaga period dina"

"Na tuba nabi Allah da annabi na biki. Ba zan kuma tabaki ba ma. Ki bude min kawai kallonki zan zauna inyi tayi har gari ya waye"

"Haha. Ai ba yau aka haife ni ba"

"Kajin ki zasu huce"

"Na bar maka, ka cinye"

"Dan Allah ki bude"

"Period nake yi"

"To ni a ina zan kwanta?"

"A dakin ka"

"Kofar ta lalace bata buduwa"

"Ka kwana a palo to"

"Babu katifa"

"Ka kwanta akan kujera"

"Dan Allah ki bude, da gaske nake fa mutuwa zanyi kafin safe"

"Allah yaji kan ka, sai mun hadu a lahira"

"Dama ashe ba sona kike ba yaudara ta kike yi?"

"Goodnight"

Sai na kashe wayar gabaki daya na ja bargo nayi kwanciya ta. Amma kuma sai na kasa baccin, ko yayi bacci? What if da gaske yake ba zai iya baccin ba? What if da gaske yake dakin sa yaki buduwa?

Na jima ina ta juyi a kan gado, babu irin tunanin da bana yi. A karshe na yaye bargon na mike na tafi bakin kofar ina lekawa ta keyhole, babu abinda na hango sai kofar dakin sa. Na bude lock din na murda kofar a hankali na leka kaina. Babu kowa a corridor din. Na fita na tsaya a kofar dakinsa sannan na leka ta keyhole. Ban hango komai ba. Na dora hannuna a handle sai kuma wata magana daya fada dazu ta fado min a raina, na cewa zan zo inyi begging dinsa, yanzu ina shiga zai iya juya maganar yace abinda nazo nema kenan. Kuma ya samu abin tsokana ta kenan.

Na saki handle din amma duk da haka sai na saka kunne na ina saurare, babu komai sai hucin ac, na gyada kai. Yayi baccin sa ma ni ce na damu kaina a kansa har na kasa bacci.

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*Episode Fifteen : The New Couple*

Ina komawa daki na mayar da lock dina sannan na hau gado nayi kwanciya ta.

Sai dai duk da gajiyar da nake tare da ita, da tabbatar wa da nayi cewa he is okay amma sai na kasa baccin, ko dan bakunta ne? Yawanci in naje bakon guri bana iya bacci har sai na saba da gurin tukunna. Sai da gari ya kusa wayewa sannan na samu bacci mai nauyi ya dauke ni kuma saboda rashin sallah ta sai nayi dogon bacci sosai har gari ya waye. Sanda na farka har rana ta fito sosai, sai dai duk da haka banji baccin ya ishe ni ba.

Amma sai dai abu daya ne ya saka ni dole na tashi, wata azababbiyar yunwa da naji tana kwakular cikina. Na tashi na nemo sabon brush dina da na saka a karamar jaka ta, sai dai kuma babu toothpaste a toilet din kuma ban zo da shi ba. Haka na hakura na wanke bakin sai kuma nayi wanka na kawai gabaki daya na fito na gyara jikina na kuma shafa mai sannan na dauko doguwar riga zan saka sai kuma na fasa na dauko rigada skirt na atamfa na saka na feshe jikina da turare, ina tunanin sa a raina "ko ya tashi?" Nayi murmushi dana tuno da kalaman sa na cewa zai mutu kafin safe.

Sai kuma na tuno da kajin da ya shigo da su, nasan in ma zai ci ba zai iya cinyewa ba, Allah yasa basu yi komai ba in samu inci dan ba karamar yunwa nake ji ba. Har zan fita sai kuma na dawo na nemi hijab na saka, Umar ba kunya ce da shi ba babu ruwansa da cewa rana ce yanzu zai iya cewa zai taba ni.

Na murda kofar a hankali na leka na tabbatar baya corridor din sannan na saka kafa ta cikin sanda na fita, na bude kofar falon na shiga a hankali ina dosar hanyar da zata kaini kitchen, maybe acan ya ajjiye kajin.

Sai dai taku biyu nayi na ganshi.....

Yana kwance akan doguwar kujera, pillows every where, ya dauko standing pan ya tsayar da ita a kansa ga kuma uban sanyin acn da naji tana ratsa har cikin kashi na. Amma shi ko riga babu a jikin sa sai singlet da dogon wando, Daga yanayin kwanciyar sa na fahimci tun dare yake a haka bana jin ko sallah ya tashi yayi.

Sai na fasa zuwa kitchen din na taho inda yake, na kashe fankar na janye ta ina fargabar in ba sa'a yayi ba sai mura ta kama shi dan ni already sanyin palon ya saka ni ina jina kamar mai zazzaɓi. Sai kuma na tsaya ina kare masa kallo, zuciya ta tana yaba kyawun halittar sa da yanayin kirar jikinsa, Sannan kuma raina yana kara jin tsoron sa. A lokacin na lura duk harken fuskar sa da nake gani fatar jikinsa tafi hashe Sannan kuma raina yana kara jin tsoron sa.

Na koma side din kansa a hankali na daki jikin kujerar.

"Yaya Doctor?"

Na sake daga murya

"Yaya Doctor ka tashi fa.....ko kayi sallah ne? Rana ta fito fa"

Ya dan motsa kadan sannan yayi juyi, yana zubar da some of the pillows daya jejjera akan kujerar, na dauki daya daga ciki na dan dake shi kadan. "Ka tashi fa....assalatu khairun minal...." Ya juyo ya watso min kallon daya saka na yar da pillow din na ja da baya d sauri, banason wannan jan idon nasa.

Yace "go away. Kar ki sake min magana babu ruwana da ke"

Ya mayar da kansa cikin pillow sannan ya dauki wani ya dora a saman fuskarsa.

Na dauki remote din AC dana gani a kusa da shi na fara neman yadda zan rage ta.

"Ka tashi dan Allah, kayi wanka da ruwa mai zafi kar kayi mura"

Ya dauke pillown daya rufe fuskarsa da shi "don't act like you care. Bayan abinda kike yi min jiya"

Na langwabe kai, "kayi hakuri yayana. Nima ba'a son raina hakan ta kasance ba ai na fada maka uzuri na" ya kara hade rai "ba'a son ranki ba? Ba da kafafuwanki kika tashi kika saka hannun ki kika rufe min kofa ba? A matsayi na na ango ace na kwana a falo akan kujera tare da pillow?"

Na rufe baki na saboda dariyar data taho min, ya kankance ido, "okay dariya ma na baki ko?" Na daga hannu ina rike dariyar "sorry dear. Ba dariya nake yi maka ba kawai dai......kayi hakuri please.....na dauka a dakin ka ka kwanta ai" yace "bana gaya miki kofar ta lalace ba" na dafe kai "na dauka ba da gaske kake ba ai"

Ya juya min baya yana mita "You locked your door and switched off your phone. Ko muryar ki ma baki barni naji ba. You are very cruel"

Na zauna akan hannun kujerar ina jin babu dadi a zuciyata, he seemed to be truly angry with me. "To ba nace kayi hakuri ba, na gaya maka ai excuse dina tun jiyan amma kaki fahimta kace lallai sai ka gani. And you know me, ba zan ina nuna maka ba ka sani"

bai ce komai ba kuma bai juyo ba. Na dan saka pillow na dake shi kadan "kace ka hakura mana to......yaya zaka yi fushi dani