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tasa zuciyar ke kadai kike da mallakin ta, and it happens that Jamila is just one of those girls. Guy ka manta na taba gaya maka yarinyar nan kamar she is into you kace min ba haka bane ba?" Umar yace "yeah, anyi haka, da nasan zata bata ran baby na dana tare ta a hanya na kora mata jawabi tun a lokacin"

Bashir ya cigaba "to kinji, babu wani abu mai kama da wannan a tsakanin su. Ke kadai ke da zuciyar Umar. My guess is tana sonsa sai kuma ta ganshi a matsayin wanda zaki aura and she wants to break you guys up dan ta gwada tata sa'ar. Wannan shine gaskiya"

Ya dauki wayar ya saka a kunnen sa "thank you bro, I really appreciate this" sai kuma ya kashe ya mayar da ita aljihunsa ya juyo yana kallo na "I really hope kin yarda da magana ta yanzu, I also really really hope zaki yi dropping maganar nan and we will never discuss it again. Jamila ba budurwa ta bace ba, I don't and I will not love her talk less of marry her. Ni saurayin mace daya ne, kuma mijin mace daya, sunanta Hauwa'u Maijidda" ya karasa yana murmushi, nima na sunkuyar da kai na kasa ina taya shi murmushin a raina ina jin dadin yadda maganar ta warware ba tare da tayi affecting tsakani na da shi ba.

Tabbas biri yayi kama da mutum, yadda Jamila take da rashin kamun kai zata iya shirya sharri dan ta samu wanda take so, kuma na san gwoggo Habibah bata san fuskar samarin Jamila ba ballantana ta gane ko akwai Umar di na a ciki ko babu.

"Jidda" ya ambaci sunana, na dago ina kallon sa amma ban amsa ba sai yace "wannan ne misunderstanding da muka samu na farko, kuma am sure ba zai zama na karshe ba tunda aure zamuyi kuma shi aure akwai challenges da yawa irin wadannan a cikin sa. Sai dai abinda nake so dake shine ki saka a ranki Umar naki ne ke kadai, duk wata wadda zata yi kokarin saka doubt a zuciyarki ki karyata ta, dan ni bayan wadannan relationships din guda biyu da na fada miki ban taba zuwa wajen wata da niyyar ina sonta ba ballantana har ta kaimu ga maganar aure"

"Sai dai wadansu mata suna misunderstanding maza iri na. Ni ina da faran faran da mutane, in naga lady ina treating dinta as a gentleman should, misali sakin fuska gurin amsa gaisuwa, getting a seat for her, ko offering a helping hand when needed, su kuma wasu matan sai su dauka wannan soyayya ce, sai su fara tagging kansu as 'budurwa ta' when ni kuma babu wannan maganar a raina"

"Sai magana ta tashi kuma nace ba haka bane ba sai a fara fadar maganganu. I have been tagged as 'mayaudari' several times. Wannan shine dalilin da yasa Mama tayi kokarin hada ni da cousin din nan tawa da nayi miki bayani kwanan baya. Ladies need to understand that if a guy loves you he will say it out. Mu ba mata bane da zamuyi ta boye boye waiting for the other one to say it first. A guy smiling at you doesn't mean a guy is in love with you"

"Dan haka please, ko nan gaba ko bayan bikin mu in wata ta gaya miki magana irin wannan please kar ki tayar min da hankalin ki har kiyi min asarar hawayenki a banza, ki dauka kawai direct cewa karya take yi. Ni Umar mijin JIDDA ne ita kadai babu kari"

Nayi murmushi ina jin dadin maganar sa amma sai na girgiza kaina nace "dadin baki ko? Zaka yi min dadin baki ko? Umma ta gaya min ai ku maza are polygamist in nature, dan haka Umar is free yayi adding second, third and fourth wife after Jidda duk da dai hakan ba zai yiwa Jidda dadi ba amma zata yi accepting"

Yace "wai kina nufin Umma tayi comment akan maganar nan?" Nace "eh mana, ita ce ma ai ta saka na kira ka, tace in gaya maka ka zaba tun yanzu ko ni ko Yaya Jamila dan ba zanyi kishi da yaruwa ta ba" ya dan daki stirring "damn it, wannan yarinyar ta cuce ni ta bata min suna a gurin su Umma" nace "kar ka damu, zata fahimta in nayi mata bayani. Yanzu bara in barka ka koma gurin patient dinka" ya shafa kai yana dan murmushi "ni har na manta ma da zancen wani aiki, ni na manta ma ashe ni doctor ne, sunana ma kadan ne ya rage ban manta ba" ya karasa yana dariya, nima sai na taya shi dariyar and Jamila and all her problems went away with our laughter.

Bayan na koma gida na tarar da Umma a falo tana jirana, na zauna da sauran murmushi a fuska ta and I saw her relaxed, kamar hankalin ta ya dan kwanta kadan, tace "to ya kuka yi dashi?" Sai na bata labarin yadda mukayi, "yace shi ya dai santa a matsayin kawar budurwar abokinsa amma bai taba cewa yana sonta ba ballantana har suyi maganar aure" ta danyi shiru tana tunani sannan tace "to shi kenan, Allah ya kade fitina ya tabbatar mana da alkhairi" nace "ameen" amma sai na cigaba da kallonta ina lura da yadda kamar bata gamsu da maganar ba sai dai kuma bata sake cewa komai ba.

Da yamma na bawa Farhan labarin yadda muka yi da Umar, amma sai naga bata yi looking happy for me haka ba, na tambayeta "baki yarda da abinda yace min ba?" Ta girgiza kai "maganar yace sharri tayi masa ma bai taso ba, me zata yi gaining in tayi masa sharri? In dai da gaske babu komai a tsakanin su mai zata yi gaining in tayi masa sharri? Tunda ko ya rabu da ke ba zai aureta ba tunda babu wani abu a tsakanin su sai ma bata kanta da zata yi a gurinsa"

Nayi shiru ina jinta, ina jin haushin yadda take saka doubt a zuciyata a game da shi, nace "kina nufin karya yake yi kenan? Ke me yasa komai Umar zaiyi ba kya taba ganin farinsa kullum bakikkirin kike ganin sa?" Tace "tunda kanwarsa uwa daya uba daya ta kira shi da mayaudari who am I to argue with her?" Naji haushin me yasa na bata labarin maganar Mufida a kan sa, na bata rai nace "kina nufin yaudara ta yake yi kenan" ta girgiza kai "ko kadan bana doubting son da Umar yake yi miki, da gaske yana sonki kuma da gaske auren ki zaiyi, amma wannan bai goge masa wancan sunan a gurin sauran mata ba"

Ta cigaba "abinda na fahimta shine akwai wani abu a tsakanin su, ita ta dauka sonta yake da gaske kamar yadda ita din take sonsa da gaske, amma shi ba da gaske yake sonta ba yaudarar ta yake yi, bai san da alaka a tsakanin ku ba dan haka baiyi tunanin asirin sa zai tonu ba, my guess is daga yau ba zai kara kulata ba zaiyi acting as if abinda ya fada gaskiya ne, as if babu wani abu a tsakanin su"

Na mike ina karkade rigata "kanki ake ji wai mahaukaci ya fada rijiya, yace kanku akeji ni wanka na nake yi" tayi murmushin takaici "Umar dan yaudara ne Jidda, the earlier you get that into your thick skull the better for you" na fita daga dakin ba tare da na bata amsa ba. Sai kuma selfish zuciya ta take gaya min "in ma dan yaudarar ne tunda bani ya yaudara ba ina ruwana? How can that affect relationship dina da shi?".

What a selfish heart

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*Episode Twelve : A Blessing or a Curse*

Rayuwa ta cigaba kamar ba ayi komai ba, Umma bata kuma ta yar min da maganar Jamila ba haka ma Farhan tunda ta ga bana so bata kuma yi min maganar ba, tsakani na da Umar ma ko sunanta bamu kuma ambata ba sai ma wani shafin na soyayya da mu ka sake budewa. Mutum daya da take maganar ita ce Hajiya. Ita kuma a nata bangaren tana kokarin tabbatar wa cewa duk wamda yake family din mu ya san maganar Umar da Jamila. Haka kawai in tayi niyya sai ta fito tsakar gida ta saka kujera ta zauna ta dauko wayarta tana ta kiran yayanta suna maganar suna dariya. Raina ya kan baci in tana yin haka amma ban taba tanka mata ba kamar yadda nake yi kullum ba dan halin ta ba ko dan tsakani na da Farhan.

Abu daya da ya chanja shine gwoggo Habibah da yayanta kaf sun janye jikinsu daga gidan mu, sun kuma janye daga duk shirye shiryen bikina bayan an saba duk bikin da za'a yi a gidan mu tare da su ake yin komai. Umma tayi kokari gurin rarrashin gwoggo akan tayi hakuri ta manta da maganar amma taki tace ita ba wai auren ne bata son ayi ba, taso ne dai Abba yayi wa Umar fada ya nuna masa bai kyauta ba kafin ya bashi ni din. Tunda akayi abin bamu hadu da yaya Jamila ba, amma naji ance wai duk ta chanja tayi wani iri har makaranta ta daina zuwa, duk da ban tabbatar hakan ko gaskiya bane ba ko kuma exaggeration ne irin na Hajiya.

Mu kam shirin bikin mu muke tayi, Mufida da Farhan ne suka fitarda anko na kawaye kuma sune suka gayyaci duk kawayen mu na school da na unguwa da kuma dangi. Umar ma kuma ya kammala duk shirye shiryen sa, ya gyara gidan sa dai dai da yadda yayi suiting taste din mu ni da shi. Sannan muka tsara duk yadda muke so bikin ya kasance. Umar ya saka a saka daurin aure ranar Friday "saboda albarkar ranar so nake ta bi auren mu ni da ke har abada".

Allah ya dora Umma akan Abba biki saura sati uku ya bar ni na tafi gidan Aunty Afia na zauna a can, ita kuma ta bude min sababbin lessons take dora min kullum akan aure da duk abinda ya kunsa.

"Shi aure da kike ganin sa Jidda hakuri ne yake rike shi. Duk matar da kika gani a gidan mijinta to zaman hakuri take yi da shi haka zalika shima mijin hakuri yake yi da ita. Shi kuma namiji da kika ganshi to tamkar sarki yake a gidan sa, babu abinda namiji yafi so fiye da komai a gurin matarsa irin ladabi da biyayya. Wannan girman da Allah ya dora musu to har a cikin halittar su haka suke, su dai suna son ayi musu ladabi kuma babu abinda suka tsana irin a raina su. Komai son da mijinki yake miki idan raini ya shiga tsakanin ku sai kin fita daga ransa. Duk abinda yace miki kar kiyi masa musu ki bishi a haka in yaso daga baya a hankali cikin dabara sai kiyi masa bayanin yadda kike so bawai ki nuna masa ke lallai ba zaki yi abinda yace ba ke abinda kike so zaki yi"

"Ki zamanto mai rike sirrin mijinki ba mai kwakwazo da yada duk abinda yafaru tsakanin ku a idon duniya ba, musamman a gurin kawaye ko yanuwansa ko naki. Kar kuma kike nuna kwadayin abin hannunsa, in ya baki ki karba ko mai kankantar sa kiyi masa godiya in kuma bai baki ba sai ki hakura, kar ki yarda kike rokonsa abun duniya sai lallai abinda yake hakkinki ne yayi maki kamar ci da shada sutura, suma kuma kinsan dai dai aljihunsa kar ki dira masa abinda yafi karfinsa. Ballantana ma ke tunda ya samo miki makaranta kuma muna saka ran zai barki kiyi aiki, sannan aikin health albashin su mai kyau ne dan haka zaki ke daukewa kanki wasu yan tsarabe tsaraben na mata ba sai ma ya sani ba"

"Kar kuma ki dora wa kanki mugun kishi akan mijinki ki ce ke lallai dake kadai zai zauna ba zai kara aure ba, in yanason karawa ki barshi ya kara din in dai har je ya sauke miki naki hakkin da yake kansa shikenan. Kema kuma sai kiyi kokarin ganin kin sauke nasa hakkin da yake kanki wajen kula da tsaftarsa data gidan sa, kula da abincinsa, kare mutuncin kia cikin gida a makaranta da kuma wajen aikin ki, sannan da tabbatar da kin biya masa bukatar sa a kan gado"

Na rufe fuska ina jin kunya sai tayi dariya "to au wannan shine yafi komai muhimmanci a aure, na saka shi a karshe ne saboda ina son inyi miki bayani sosai a kansa. Kinga mazan nan? To da yawa daga cikin su babu abinda suke girmama wa a cikin aure kamar wannan abin, duk da dai halitta halitta ce. Wani yana da bukata sosai wani saffa saffa wani kuma bai ma damu da abin ba, amma majority sun damu da abin. Kuma kinsan babban sirrin abin?"

Na girgiza kai na tace "tsafta. Kar ki yarda ko da wasa mijinki yazo kusa da ke yaji wani wari ko wani karni. Ko mai son kusantarki da yake yi wannan warin zai gusar masa da sha'awar ki, kullum ki kasance cikin kamshi, ki samu kiyi hadin turare ya zamanto koda yaushe shi kike anfani dashi yadda zai kasance kamar wata signature dinki, a gurinki kadai zai zo yaji irin wannan kamshin musamman in kika hada din kika ji ya yaba to sai ki cigaba, wannan zai sa ya kara manne miki dan wani kawai zai zo kusa dake dan yaji kamshin ki hankalin sa ya kwanta"

"Sirri na biyu shine rashin nuna gazawa, kar mijinki yana kusantarki ki nuna masa kin gaji ko kiyi ta korafin ke ya takura miki ko something like that, ko yana tabaki kina ture shi, wannan shima zai cire mishi son abin daga zuciyarsa ko yana so din sai ya kasa nema tunda yana tsoron yadda zakiyi reacting. In ya nema ki bashi tunda hakkin shi ne, in bai nema bama in ke kina so sai ki nema kema tunda kema hakkin ki ne. Wannan shi ya kawo mu kan sirri na uku wanda shine kunya"

"Kunya ado ne mai kyau a gurin mace, kuma maza da yawa suna son mace mai kunya amma a wajen bedroom, in aka shiga daga ciki maza da yawa sunfi son macen da zata nuna sanda aka raba kunya ita bacci take yi a lokacin. Babu wani shamaki a tsakanin miji da matarsa, abinda kawai addini ya saka iyaka akai shine saduwa yayin da mace bata da tsarki da kuma saduwa da mace ta dubura, banda wannan komai zasu iya, komai. Wannan ne kuma ya dawo damu kan abu na farko da muka yi Magana akan sa, tsafta. In babu tsafta ko kuna son yin wasu abubuwan na ma'aurata ba zaku iya ba saboda kazanta. In kin cire kunyar ki a bedroom sa ki mayar da ita idan kun shiga mutane, wannan zai kara daga darajar ki a idon sa"

"Generally maza sunfi mata karfin sha'awa, a yanzu baki san yanayin mijinki ba sai kinje tukunna, duk da dai yawanci farkon auren nan da masu ƙarfin sha'awar da marasa karfin sha'awa duk suna yin na dokin nan, sai dai daga baya kuma a hankali zaki gane yanayin sa, idan ya fiki karfin sha'awa shine zaki bukaci supplements da zasu kara miki taki yadda zaki iya daukan nauyin mijinki, idan kuma ƙarfin sha'awar ku yazo dai dai to ba kya bukatar supplements, abunda kike bukata kawai shine cima mai kyau musamman fruits, shan isashshen ruwa da kuma hutu na jiki dana zuciya wanda zai saka mind dinki akan son abin"

"A yanzu ma dole zamuyi miki shiri sosai na taryar mijinki, a matsayin ki na budurwa ba kya bukatar kayan matsi sai dai na karin ni'ima kafin kuma in kinje kun fahimci juna ke da mijinki sai ki san wanne zaki cigaba da sha wanne ne kuma zaki daina. Amma dai koma menene ina kara tuna miki cewa wannan abin shine kusan rabin auren"

Daga nan sai ta fara loda min kaya, wadansu ta bani ta saka in yi amfani da su a lokacin wasu kuma sai dai tayi min bayanin yadda zanyi amfani da su tace in ajiye sai bayan biki tukunna. Tun ina jin kunyar ta in tana yi min wasu maganganu har na zo na saba na daina jin kunya sai dai in saurara amma dai bana iya bata amsa sai dai in bi umarnin ta kawai.

Tun kafin muyi nisa na fara fahimtar magungunan ta sun fara aiki a jikina, dan haka kawai in ina zaune sai inji ni a jike kamar wadda ta fara period sai na duba sai inga ba ita bace ba, haka zanyi ta faman saka pant ina chanjawa.

Tunda na taho gidan Aunty sai Umar ya mayar da gidan gurin zuwansa, babu wanda bai san shi a gidan ba a cikin yan kwanakin da nayi ya siye kowa da kyauta da kuma kyautatawa, hatta Alhaji sai da naji yayi comment akan Umar kuma ya nuna yayi masa. Kowa ya zauna dashi kuma sai ya fahimci yana sona sosai kuma sai yayi min murnar samun miji kamar shi. A haka gar satin biki ya kama.

Ranar Wednesday za'a fara bikin, za'a fara ne da ƙunshi wanda aka tsara za'a yi anan gidan Aunty, sai kuma kamu ranar Thursday a gidan gwoggo Habibah, wanda Umma ce ta matsa ayi hakan duk a kokarin ta na ganin an daidaita, da dare kuma za'a yi kamun ango a can gidan su. Friday daurin aure bayan sallar juma'a a masallacin juma'a na unguwar mu, a ranar kuma gidan maza zasuyi yinin su, da dare kuma ayi dinner. Saturday muma zamuyi namu yinin anan gidan mu sannan da magrib a kai amarya Jidda gidan angonta umar.

Tun ranar monday Farhan ta zo muka tafi saloon akayi min gyaran jiki, halawa da dilka, kyakykyawar fata ta ta sake yin luwai luwai, aka kuma gyara min gashina sannan aka min manicure da pedicure. Farhan ma anyi mata wannan, wanda duk daga aljihun Umar kudin ya fito dan shi yazo har gidan Aunty ya dauke mu ya kaimu kuma da muka gama muka kira shi yazo ya mayar damu gida. Kuma tun daga can yake ta yaba gyaran jikina duk kuwa da cewa na saka dogon hijab na rufe jikina amma haka yayi ta tsokana ta wai shima zai je ayi masa dan yayi min gayu irin wanda nake yi masa. Farhan tana ta kara zuga shi wai dan ma baiga yadda fata ta tayi kyau ba.


Washegari yazo ya kawo min dinkunan da zanyi amfani dasu da bikin, wanda duk shi ya kai mana dinkuna tare ni da shi na dukkan events din da za'a yi. Tare da Aira muka fito, niyya ta mu karba kawai mu koma ciki amma ya langwabe min lallai sai na shiga motarsa munyi magana. Na bawa Aira kayan ta shiga dasu ciki sannan na shiga na zauna ya tsare ni da ido "duk wani kyau kike tayi wallahi, ko duk amarcin ne haka" nayi murmushi kaima ai kana kara kyau sosai, gashi nan kaje kayi gyaran fuska" ya shafa fuskar sa "am glad you noticed. Ni ban taba jin kin yaba ni ba, I always thought bana burgeki ma ni kwatakwata"

Nace "inji wa? Ni dai bani na gaya maka haka ba" ya rage murya "to tell me otherwise. Ki sanar da ni kina sona ko ki gaya min ina da kyau ko ina burge ki ko wani abu mai dadi haka" na sunkuyar da kai "zan fada maka, amma ba yanzu ba" yace "sai yaushe? Sai kin kawo min ziyara?" Ya fada yana kashe min ido Nace "wacce ziyarar kake magana akai?" Yace "wacce kike kawo min kullum cikin bacci na, ko baki san duk dare sai nayi mafarkin ki ba" na bude ido "mafarki na kuma? To me nake yi maka a mafarkin?" Yayi murmushi yana lumshe ido "kina so ki sani? Zan gaya miki amma ba yau ba sai ranar assabar da misalin karfe goma na dare, ina gayyatar ki gida na kuma dakina, a can zan bayyana miki da baki in kuma nuna miki a aikace irin abinda kike min a mafarkin nawa"

Nayi saurin kama handle din kofa zan fita sai yayi locking. Na juyo ina kallon sa "kaga gida zan koma fa, Aunty tana can tana nema na" ya lumshe idonsa yana kallona kasa kasa, Aunty ta san kina tare da mijinki ai, dan Allah Baby ki barni inyi ta kallon ki" na langwabe kai "ni bana son wannan kallon da kake yi min, wani iri yake yi min" y danyi dariya "wanne iri yake yi miki" nace "irin kamar n yan shaye shaye" yace "ko? Baki san ni ma a bugen nake ba?" Na rufe baki na da hannu biyu "a buge fa kace?" Yace "eh mana, amma ba giyar da yan shaye shaye suke sha na sha ba, ni giyar son Hauwa'u na sha har tayi min illa"

Naji kunya "kai ko? Ba zaka fasa halinka ba ko?" Ya kara narkewa akan kujera "ki barni dan Allah, ko kamshin ki inyi ta shaka ina jin dadi" na sake kama handle "ni dai gida zan tafi. Ka barni in tafi" yace "to in dawo gobe in kuma ganin ki?" Nace "gobe kasan za'a yi kunshi, ba lallai in samu damar fitowa ba" yace "muga hannun da za'a yi miki kunshin? Show me" ya fada yana miko min hannunsa, kamar wata sokuwa sai na fito da hannun daga cikin hijab na jera a kusa da nasa daya miko min, bai kama hannun ba kamar yadda nayi tsammanin zaiyi, duk da cewa a lokacin a yadda nake jin sa a zuciya ta ko kama hannun nawa yayi ba lallai ne in iya hana shi ba.

Muka yi shiru muna kallon hannayen mu da suke a jere sai nace "wanne color din lalle kake so ayi min? Ja ko baki?" Ya danyi jim yana kallon hannun tare da tunani sannan yace "red. Duk zasu yi miki kyau but Ja zaifi kyau. Besides, red is sexy" mukayi dariya tare, sannan yace "but these long nails, ayi musu adon red and black din zasu yi kyau sosai" nace "an gama" sai kuma nayi dariya. Yace "what's funny?" Nace "hannun ka, kawai na lissafo ace kai aka yiwa halawar da akayi min jiya da ina jin sai kayi fitsarin wando" yace "inji wa? Ni fa jarumi ne. Kuma ba zaiyi min kyau ba ma" nace "saboda me?" Yace "saboda ni namiji ne, it is the rule of nature. Hannun maza is supposed to be like these, in ya zama irin naki then it wrong be attractive to you kuma, haka zalika in naki ya zama irin nawa then it won't be attractive to you too"

Na gyada kai cikin fahimta. Sai kuma na ɗauke hannuna na mayar cikin hijab tare da cewa "dan Allah ka barni in tafi gida, Aunty zatayi fada" yace "sai kinyi min alkawarin in na dawo gobe zaki fito" na juya ido "minti biyu kadai" yace "na yarda, in dai zaki fito shikenan" na bude motar na fita sannan na leko ta window "bye bye" yace "bye Baby. Sai munyi waya".

Washegari tun safe aka dauke carpet din palon Aunty, ana masu kunshin da aka gayyato suka zo suka fara yiwa mutane, masu baki nayi masu red nayi. Ni kuma a dakin Aira aka yi min nawa, nayi wa mai lallen bayanin yadda Umar yace kuma ta bani isashshen time dinta ta kuma baje basirar ta a hannayena da kafafuwana. Tun kafin a fara su Mufida suka zo su ukun dan suma duk za'a yi musu kunshin, sune kuma suka yi ta daukar hoton kunshin nawa suna turawa yayansu yayin da shi kuma ya addabeni da waya, dole na saka ear piece na saurare shi. Kusan tare da shi akayi lallen aka gama duk yana jin