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da wake rabin kwano,wanda aduk sanda ta samu budi take bashi ya samu ya sauya kalar cimar da yake ci,duk da itama ahalin ni 'yasun take,amma haka suke raba wuya da dadi tare,kamar yadda idan shi dinne ma hakanne,duk da yana qoqarin boye mata wasu abubuwa da dama amma takan fuskanci wani abun koda bai gaya mata ba da bakinsa
"Muci gaba da addu'a,in sha Allahu kafin sannan Allah zai kawo"
"Allah ya dafa mana don isar annabi"
"S A W" ya qarasa mata,daga haka ya miqe,saita kwance bakin zaninta,yasan me take da nufin yi saboda haka ya dakatar da ita
"Ina da hamsin dina da zan hau mota,bar kudinki" kai ta daga tana kallonshi,tanason karanto gaskiyarsa ko akasin haka,don ya saba gaya mata haka,qarshe kuma dabawa yake a qafa har gida duk da tazarar dake tsakaninsu saboda bashi dako sisi,ganin haka saiya juya da sauri yana mata sallama,bai tsaya saurarenta ba ya fice.

Yana tafe a hanya tunani fal ranshi,shi daya idanunsa sun kada sunyi ja,fatansa da addu'arsa Allah ya bashi abinda zai sakawa anty usaina dashi,tunanin shahida daya fado masa a rai shiya dauke duk wani radadi dake ransa,har ya murmusa shi kadai ba tare daya san ma yayi hakan ba,ya dinga tuna wuninsu na yau,yana zaune daga shagon balarabe kamar yadda ya saba yana more kallonta,lokaci lokaci sukan hada ido su sakarwa juna murmushi,wani kallo da yayi mata ya sanya man abincin dake hannunta ya kware duka cikin botikin shinkafar,kunya ta kamata yayin dashi kuma ya dinga mata dariya,har a hanyar komawarsu gida ya dinga tsokanarta kan ashe raguwa ce ita bai sani ba?,anya idan anyi aure zata iya dauke soyayyarsa kuwa?,kunya ta sakata guduwa ta barshi da botikin,sai mubina ce ta shigo dashi,wannan tunanin na shahida shi ya hanashi jin nisan tafiyar,har ya iso gida,sai yaji kamar baiyi tafiyar komai ba,bai zauna ba ya kunna risho dinsa ya dora shinkafar,sannan ya tube kayanshi ya shiga wanka saboda idan ya fito yaji dadin duba karatun jarrabawarsa.

Cikin wasu 'yan qididdigaggun kwanaki qalilan wata iriyar alaqar soyayya mai qarfi ta qullu tsakanin shahida da anwar,wata iriyar soyayya mai ban mamaki da daure kai,zaka rantse da Allah sun doshi shekaru masu tsayi tare,kowannansu yayi amanna da d'an uwanshi,kowanne ya yarda cewa rayuwarshi ta d'an uwanshi ce,baqincikin dan uwanshi nasa ne haka farincikinsa,wuya da dad'i basujin zasu iya rabasu,qaddara kuwa sun jima dayi mata magiyar kada ta shiga tsakaninsu,komai nasu ya zama iri guda,tunanin da wannan yake a mafi yawancin lokutta zaku samu irinsa dan uwanshi yake,tamkar tare aka haliccesu haka sukeji,tamkar zuciya daya aka halitta musu su biyun kowanne bari daya na cikin jikinsa na aiki,anwar kullum kwanan duniya shike rakota gida,bayajin an halicci wani uzuri a duniya da zai iya hanashi rakota gida,yakan xauna a rumfar balarabe yana hangota cike da kishi,duk wani motsinta yana kan idanunshi,baya samun nutsuwa ko sukuni har sai ta kammala ya tattara mata kayanta ya kaita gida,da ace yana da iko da tuni ya hanata zuwa wajen,kishi yakanyi kamar xai halakashi duk sanda take zaune tana rabon abincin,daga bisanima da yaji bazai iya jurewa ba shike amsa ya zubawa kowa,itama a nata bangaren tanajin shine karsashinta,duk motsi d'aya idan zatayi saita daga kai ta kalli qwayar idanunshi take samun salama,tana jinsa har cikin jini da jijiyarta,zata iya sadaukar da komai dominshi,saidai tana mamakin yadda ko sau d'aya bai taba zuwa ya karbi abincin da take rabawar ba kamar yadda sauran mutane ke amsa.

Bangare guda kuma bai taba gaya mata yanayin wahalar rayuwar da yake fuskanta ba,tadai san cewa bamai qarfi bane,hakanan yanayinsa ya tabbatar mata da cewa shi din mai wadatar zuci ne,don bata taba jin wani qorafi daga bakinsa ba,ko nunawa kasawa ko gajiya a fuska da jikinsa ba gaba daya,hakan kuma ya sake burgeta dashi,ya kuma sake saka mata qaunarsa.

Yau bayan ya rakata sunyi sallama ta amshi botikinta ta juya zata shiga gida taga baquwar mota qofar gidan nasu,tana kallon motar ta tabbatar da cewa sunyi baqi ne,kuma bata raba d'ayan biyu uncle hisham ne,wanda shine ya baiwa ummanta kwangilar dafa abincin sadaka da kullum take kaiwa bakin masallaci a rabar,da farincikinta ta qarasa cikin gidan,don kuwa jininsu ya hadu qwarai da matarshi aunty zubaida,a tsakar gida ta taddasu,fuskarta washe da fara'a ta aje botikin nata ta qaraso saman tabarmar da suke zaune anty zubaida na cewa
"Oyoyo 'yammata....sannu da qoqari" tana dariya dariya ta gaidasu,cikin kulawa suka amsa ta juya tana tambayar yaron anty zubaida na faro farouq yashe sukazo?,
"Sannu da qoqari khadijatu....lallai na yarda ba qaramin qoqari da amana gareki ba.....gaskiya ali Allah yayi maka baiwa da yarinyar qwarai" cewar uncle hisham,kanta na duqetana murmushi
"Alhamdulillahi kam,Allah ya azurtamu da diyar qwarai,mu kanmu muna alfahari da hakan" umma ma kai take jinjinawa,don ita kanta zata iya cewa cikin yaranta shahidan ta dabance,wani irin hankali da nutsuwa gareta,biyayya da kyautata iyaye tana sahun gaba,hakanan take qaunarsu,dalili kenan dako yaushe itama take ta qoqarin daina biyewa mahaifinta suna raba gari shahidan na kallo,sunfi kowa sanin cewa abun ba qaramin ciwo yake mata ba a rayuwa
"Nawa ake bina ne kudin kai sadaka khadija?" Uncel hisham ya tambaya yana fiddo kudi daga aljihunsa,dariya ita abun ma ya bata,wanne irin binsa kudi?,mutum mai tsananin kirki da kyautatawa a garesu?,ko iya kai abincin ma da take ita ta sani Allah ne kadai yasan ladan da take samu
"Ba kudin da nake binka uncle....nima ai ina samun ladar kaiwa" kai ya gyada
"Na sani,wannan amma dole na baki haqqinki ne"
"Banda abin shahida aiko kayan kwalliya kya saya ki dinga gogawa idan surukin namu zaizo ko?" Kunya ta kamata ta dan duqar da kanta qasa tana murmushi,mubina uwar surutu kuwa tayi caraf
"Kullum sai yazo kuwa mamansu faruqu,yana da kirki kullum saiya kawo mana tsaraba,ko ya bamu goma goma yace mu siya" kunya tasa shahida kasa zama saita miqe zata gudu,yayin sa antu xubaida ta soma tsokanarta
"Ah lallai,zanso naga wannan surukin namu,na tabbatar shima yana da kyau da nutsuwa kamar diyarmu..."
"Rabu dasu shahida....dawo ki xauna muyi lissafi" uncle husham ya tare mata,haka ta dawo tana sunkui da kai ta zauna
"Mu lissafa kwana nawa akayi ana kaiwa?"
"Allah uncle ka barshi kawai"
"Naqi din" ya fada yana soma irga kudin
"Ki fada kona baki yadda naga dama"dariya ta danyi tana basar da maganar,kudi mai yawa ya irgo yace
"toh gashi"
"Uncle ka bawa umma ta ajemin"
"A'ah a'ah,ba ruwan umma,wahalarkice karbi kiyi duk yadda kikeso dashi...iyakata in baki shawarar me zakiyi dashi" cewar umman tana miqews don zuwa kitchen ta hadowa su anty zubaida abinci,hannu biyu ta saka ta amsa tana masa godiya,a nan ta barsu anty zubaida harta gama shirin islamiyya suna zaune suna hirarsu,tayi musu sallama ta wuce.


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"Malam balarabe ina kayan anwar?" Shahida ta tambayi balarabe mai kanti lokacin da anwar din ke can yana hada kwanukanta don lokacin komawarta gida yayi
"Gashinan ina aunawa...bari na hada miki harda kwakin"murmushi tayi sanda take amsar ledar kwakin daga hannunsa
"Anwar...anwar kaina dabanne,ko me zakayi da garin kwaki kuma?"
"Na'am?....ai aikin muhammadu kenan,ba yadda banyi dashi ya dinga sauyawa da wani abun ba,ya amshi bashi duk sanda Allah ya hore masa ya biyani amma sam sam ya qiya...gaskiyarki kuwa shi na dabanne,rayuwarsa ma haka,ni tsorona ma kar yayi masa illa yawan cinsa da yake,bashi da abinda ya wuce gari" sam batasan zancan zucin da take ya fito fili ba saida taji sharhin malam balarabe fadi ba'a tambayeka ba,saidai maganar tashi ta taba ta,ko a fuska bata taba ganin wani abu makamancin haka daga wajen anwar ba,hasalima bai taba karbar abincin da take kawowa wajen ba ko sau daya kuwa,a gabansa take rabarwa har ya qare iyakarsa ya dauka mata kayanta suje gida ya aje mata ya wuce,a sanyaye take bin ledar garin da kallo,tausayin anwar din ya kamata,ta yaya mutum zai rayu da cin gari kullum?,tsananin maraicin ne yasa haka?,amma indai da gaske ne sun zama abu daya mai yasa bai taba gaya mata ba?,ta yaya tana cin shinkafa kullum anwar yaci gari?,sosai taji haushin boye matan da yayi,wasu qwalla suka cika mata idanu,saita dauki ledar kawai ta juya ta fice daga kantin ba tare data ce komai ba.

Sanda ta isa wajen har ya gama hada komai tsaf yana dube duben nemanta,fuskarshi yadan tsuke kadan
"Ina kuma kika shiga?,banason ki dinga darawa ko ina daga nan fa,kinsan halin mutane da shegen kallo da sa ido"
"Ba wani waje naje ba,na karbo maka saqonka ne daga wajen malam balarabe"
"Balarabe kuma?"ya tambayeta yana nazartar fuskarta,fes ya fuskanci yanayinta ya sauya,ganin bata ce komai ba yasa shi daukan botikin ya soma yin gaba,ga tunaninshi zata biyoshi amma saiyaga bayansa take bi kamar yadda suka fara can watannin baya da suka shude sanda suke baqin juna.

Cikin jinin jikinsa yaji sauyin yanayin shahidan bai masa ba,ko shakka babu akwai abinda ya faru shigarta shagon zuwa fitowarta,zuciyarsa yaji ta tsinke sanda ta qyasa masa wani tunani game da malam balarabe,baisan sanda yaja birki ba,ya waiwayo a sukwane,wanda saura qiris suyi karo da juna,baya ta danja kadan tana duban qwayar idanunshi da suka sauya launi,saiya sake matsowa gab da ita,kanta ta girgiza qirjinta na bugawa gana duban hagu da damarta,layin tsit yake babu kowa,yana daya daga ciki layukan da yake da qarancin zirga zirgar jama'a
" me malam balarabe yayi miki?"ya tambayeta da wata iriyar rikitacciyar murya,tuni qwallar data cike da idanunta ta soma silalowa,rikicewa yayi jikinsa ya soma rawa,kafin ya sake furta komai ta bude ledar hannunta garin ciki ya bayyana,kallan garin yayi sannan ya kalleta,tashin hankalin daya sauko masa yaji ya soma yayewa,hankalinsa ya soma kwanciya ganin ba abinda zuciyarsa ta raya masa bane,ya saki wata wawuyar ajiyar zuciya wadda ta sanya duk wani qarfi na jikinsa raguwa,har sai daya jingina da bishiyar da suke tsaye qasanta yana sauke wata qatuwar ajiyar zuciya
"Me yasa zakamin haka?,wannan abincine yanzu?" Sai yanzu ya sake fahimtar dalilin sauyawarta,kuka take sosai,saiya amshe ledar ya dora saman botikin daya aje gefansa
"Wannan bai isa ya zama dalilin da zai saka min ke fidda wannan tsadaddun hawayen ba,wanda duk duniya babu kudin da zasu iya sayen darajarsu a wajena.....ungo nan share hawayenki" ya fada yana bata qaramin handkherchief dinsa wanda baya rabo dashi saboda share zufa da yake gwanin zufa ne,hannu ta saka tana goge fuskarta,tsahon minti biyar ya bata don ta nutsu sannan ya bata damar magana
"Ohk...yanzu fadi duk abinda yake damuwarki"
"Kafi kowa sanin ba haka mukayi alqawarin gina tarayyarmu ba,munyi alqawarin xamu ji dadi da wuya a tare,kukanka nawa ne,kukana naka ne,haka nan dariyarmu,don me zaka boyen wannan?" Murmushi mai kyau da qayatarwa ya subuce masa,kullum kwanan duniya yana jin ana qara masa sonta ne,duk sujjadar da zaiyi saiya roqi Allah yasa shahida mallakinsa ce daga duniya har lahira
"A ganina wannan ba wani abu bane Allah ya taimakeki,na jima ina cinsa har kawo yau gashi ina raye ban mutu ba..." Saita mele baki cikin muryar kuka tace
"Zancan mutuwa ma kake?....." Kasa qarasawa tayi ta sake sakin masa wani kukan,kanshi ya dafe sosai,ya tsani kukanta,idan yana ganin hawayenta ji yake kaman wani babban tashin hankali ya sameshi
"Ya salam shahidaaah....,Allah ya baki haquri,kin manta cewa mu mutu ka raba ne?" Da tausasan kalamanshi dake sawa rayuwarta nutsuwa yayi amfani ya lallasheta sannan suka ci gaba da tafiya,bayan ta sa yayi mata alqawari bazai sake shan gari ba saidai da marmari.

Sanda suka isa tsaidashi tayi ta shiga gida cikin sauri,bata zarce ko ina ba sai kitchen dinsu,tasan ba'a rasa abincin a gidan nasu,koda bamai yawa bane amma za'a dafa,foodflask dinta ta dauka ta cika masa shi da taliya da wake sannan ta fita.

Yana tsaye harde da hannayensa a qirji,idan ka dubeshi da kyau ya zaka fahimci ya fada zurfin tunani ne,ledar hannunta ta miqa masa baqa wadda babu ta yadda za'ayi ya iya gane meye a ciki,saida dubeta ta masa alama da kai akan ya karba sannan yasa hannu ya amsa
"Ka tafi dashi"
"Meye wannan din?"
"Guba na baka kaci nima naci saimu mutu tare" dariya ta bashi sosai har sai daya dara,itama sai data fada din maganar ta bata dariya
"Kinsan kuwa zai zame min abun alfahari...kuma babban labarin da zai karade duniya...masoyiya ta baiwa masoyinta guba donsu mutu tare" murmushin daya qarawa fuskarta daraja da kyau ta saki
"Zan iya cin guba don tunkudeka daga cinta" girarsa daya ya dage sannan ya sassauta murya
"Idan babu ke ai babu ni shahida....kina tunanin idan kika mutu kika barni zan iya qara kwana daya a duniya" wani far tayi da ido wanda ya sanyashi yin baya da sauri
"Inni sa'im...naga alama so kike ki....." Da hanzarinta ta juya masa baya cikin shagwaba tana dan buga qafa alamun batason ya qarasa maganar da yake
"Shikenan.....sai anjima,na gode" ya fada yana takawa don barin wajen,tana wajen tsaye harya bacewa ganinta,saita lumshe ido ta saki hannayenta tana sakin siririn murmushi,tsakanin ita da anwar batasan waye yafi wani son dan uwanshi ba,wannan amsar kuwa tasan cewa Allah ne kadai masaninta.

Cikin kudinta ta cire dubu uku ta siya qaramar waya sabuwa irinta anwar,ummanta bata hanata ba bare abbanta,sunsan cewa waya ba damun shahidan tayi ba,yanzun ma sun tabbatar saboda anwar ta siya,wanda dukkansu zuwa wannan lokacin anwar ya zama kamar d'a a wajensu,mutum ne da Allah yayi masa baiwar saurin shiha zukatan al'umma,hakan kuwa baya rasa nasaba da hankali nutsuwa uwa uba tarbiyya da yake da ita,ko cikin unguwarsu dattawan nan son anwar suke,kusan kowa zakaga yana janshi a jiki,shi kuwa ya daukesu dukkansu tamkar mahaifansa,dalili kenan daya sanya wasu daga cikin matasan unguwar kejin haushinsa suka kuma qwafa masa,hakanan suka daura dambar sake danqwafar dashi,hakanne yasa duk sanda ya samu wani abu sakakke sai an haura gidan an sace,kama daga sutura zuwa takalma ko d'an kudi,ya rasa su waye?,baisan kuma meya tsare musu ba,shi da bashi da komai?,bai baiwa kowa ajiya ba amma ya tsone musu ido.

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Tun daga lokacin ta maida abincin anwar ya zama wajibinta,duk sanda ya nuna alamun turjiya na bazai amsa ba anan ne zasuyi fada,har hakanma ya zame masa jiki.

Gefe daya kuwa rayuwarshi sai hamdala kawai,kusan duk wani fadi tashi ya zame ma rayuwarshi jiki,ta fannin kudin registration kuwa ba wani ci gaba da aka samu,iyakar qoqarinsa bai hada komai ba kaman yadda ya saba,yaqi kuma sanarwa anty husaina,tun yana jin babu komai harya soma shiga damuwa,ganin lokaci yana quracewa,sannu a hankali ya soma yanke tsammanin samun kudin ma gaba daya,wanda hakan ya jefashi cikin damuwa mai tsanani,damuwar da tasa anty husaina ta gane halin da ake ciki,ta kirashi tayi masa fada sosai,ta kuma saida dan abinda ke gareta na kudi,saidai kudin basu cika ba,kaso d'aya aka samu cikin biyu,a lokacin ya rage saura kwanaki makarantar su rufe registration.

A hankali take takowa zuwa cikin soron nasu,niyyarta ta tsoratashi kaman yadda yayi mata shekaran jiya ya tsoratata,taji tsoro sosai ya koma gefe yana mata dariya yana fadin
"Ashe farar kura ce ke bansani ba?".

Yau da yazo kan dakalin qofar gidan nasu yaci burki,hakanan yake jin ranshi babu dadi,wanda hakan ya bayyana har gangar jiki da fuskarshi,saidai duk sanda ya tuna yanzu zaiga sanyin idaniyarsa sai yaji yanayin da yake ciki din ba komai bane,wayarshi dage aljihun wandonshi ta dauki qara,ya zura hannunshi a hankali ya zaro wayar,anty husaina ce ke kiranshi,yasan kuma kiran bai rasa nasaba da cikon kudin registration dinsa ba,zayaso kunnuwanta su jiye masa ya samu,saidai ba mai yiwuwa bane yayi mata qarya,abokin kuka shi ake gayawa mutuwa,sannan uwa uba bayaso wani abu ya kawowa karatunshi tsaiko,babban burinsa a yanzu shine ya kammala karatunsa ya samu aiki,ya auri shahidansa ya kuma kula da anty husaina,itama ta huta taji dadinsa
"Yaya dai muhammadu an samu cikon kuwa?" Ta tambayeshi bayan ya gama gaidata,cikin nuna kasawa da sarewa yace
"Anty ina ganin saidai nayi haquri....wannan karon duk wani qoqarina na samun cikon kudin na gaza,kudin sunqi samuwa....ina tsoron asarar karatuna..." Tausayinsa ya kama anty husaina,tasan abune mai wuya ganin karayar anwar
"Kaci gaba da addu'a,ina nan ina nawa qoqarin mu zubawa sarautar Allah ido,in sha Allahu yana tare da mu"
"A'ah anty.....karki takurawa kanki karki damu,nima zanci gaba da nawa qoqarin...".

A hankali ta koma da baya cikin tsananin mutuwar jiki,ba labe tayi musu ba amma ta kasa tafiya sanda yake wayar da anty husaina,cikin mutuwar jiki da karaya take juyawa zuwa cikin gidan,qirjinta ya quntata qwalla ta cika mata idanunta,dama akwai wani abu da anwar zai iya boye mata game dashi?,da wannan tunanin ta isa dakinta,gefan katifarta ta samu ta zauna tallafe da kumatunta,batasan adadin lokacin data dauka a haka ba har ya tarawa wayarta miscal bata gani ba,saida ummanta ta daga labulen dakin
"Wanne shashanci ne kike haka shahida?,kinsan ba zaki samu fita ba kikabar anwar qofar gida yana jiranki?" Hannayenta ta sauke tana cewa
"Yanzu zan fita umma" sakin labulen tayi ta juya ta fice tana mita
"To ke kuma ya isa haka malamar mita,tunda ta baki uzuri basai kija bakinki ki shuru ba?" Ta jiyo abbanta yana fada
"Kaga kar kace zakamin fada,don na mata magana laifi nayi?"
"Ba laifi bane,mitar ne ni banason ji karki cikamana kunne"
"Wai yau cin mutuncin naka ne ya motsa baban shahida?" Ta saki abinda take ta zuba masa idanu tana tambayarsa,saiyayi banza da ita ya zubda ruwan daya kurkure bakinsa ya dauki hularsa ya fice,ajiyar zuciya shahida dake tsaye bakin window ta saki,ta godewa Alla daya taqaita cecekucen nasu baiyi tsaho ba har yaja hankalin anwar ko yajisu.

Katifarta taje ta daga,kudaden da uncle hisham ya bata ta dauko,ta zauna ta qirgasu a nutse sannan ta shiryasu,koda batasan nawa anwar ke buqata ba tasan cikon kudin bazaikai yawan kudaden dake hannunta ba,don kudaden da uncle anwar din ya bata suna da yawa,don taji ma anty amina na cewa mama su aje a karba a siyawa shahidan tukunya mai sha biyu a aje mata,lanqwashesu tayi sannan ta miqe ta gyara mayafinta ta fice.

Sanda ta koma yana zaune kan dakalin,ya zubawa qasa idanu wanda hasken farin wata ya haske jikinsa yake bashi hoton inuwarsa,a hankali ya dago kai idanunsu suka hadu da juna,wani sanyi yaji har cikin rai da zuciyarsa,saiya sakar mata murmushi yana jin kaso tamanin na quncin da zuciyarsa ke ciki ya tafi,kallon farko ana biyu ya karanci lallai akwai abinda yake damunta,duk sai yaji wani iri,yaji babu dadi,duk wata walwala da karsashinsa ya shiga yin nashi guri,shi ya amshi daddumar hannunta ya shimfida ya kuma yi mata nuni data zauna,batayi musu ba ta zauna din,yana tsaye qyam a kanta yana qare mata kallo,ya samu kanshi da kasa zama
"Mene ne yayi kutse cikin farincikin gimbiyata?"
"Kaine...." Ta fada kanta tsaye,cikin sanyin jiki ya samu dan wani dutse dake daura da ita ya zauna samanshi
"Bana fatan kasancewar wannan ranar....wane kuskure na tafka haka harya zama tarnaqi wa farincikin zuciyata?" Hawaye ta soma zubarwa,bana komai bane saina tausayinsa,zurfin cikinsa yayi yawa,kara da kawaicinsa sun baci,amma ko daya bata son ya sake boye mata wani abu daya danganceshi,tana ganin kaman hakan wani naqasu ne tattare da dangantakarsu,zai zama tamkar bai bata muhimmancin da take tsammanin ya bata ba
"Ashe dukan inda nake tunanin nakai bankai can ba a zuciyarka?"
"Ya salam" ya furta fuskarshi na nuna tsantsar tashin hankalin daya shiga,wanda har cikin zuciyarshi haka ne,wanda har yanajin ya zarce na rashin kudin registration da bai samu ba
"Shah......"
"Kar ka sake cemin komai....na kamaka da laifuka guda biyu kawo yanzu,ban taba boye maka komai daya danganceni ba....amma kai ka boyemin abubuwa har biyu,ban sani ba ko.matsayina baikai nasan wannan fannin ba...." Sanyi ya dinga ji yana ratsa qasan zuciyarshi,duk da bai fuskanci me yayi mata ba,dubanta yake cike da qaina soyayya sa shauqi mai yawa,ta damu da lamuransa fiye da tunanin mai tunani kamar yadda ya damu da nata,bai tsammaci zata soshi kamar yadda yakesonta ba,ya zaci zata soshi ne irin son da baikai ya kawo ba,kodon kyau da Allah ya bata,kodon gata data d'arashi,ko don saboda farinjini da Allah yayi mata
"Yanzu karatunka ba nawa bane?" Ta fada maganar quruciyarta na fitowa fili,hakanan ta b'ata rai sosai ta kuma tsareshi da ido,murmushi ya saki wanda ya bayyana fararen haqoranshi
"Nakine my shahida"
"Don me baka gayamin halin da kake ciki ba?" Dan shuru yayi yana tauna amsar da zai bata,tsahon minti guda kafin yace
"Shahida....kin wuce duk inda kike zato kike tsammani a wajena,tunda Allah ya busan numfashi ban taba qaunar wata d'iya mace ba saike,nine namiji,ni nake nema,kuma nine sama dake,bai cancanci ace dukkan wata wahalata tana wuyanki ba"
"Koda bani da abun da zan taimaka dashi ai na sanyaka cikin addu'o'ina ko?" Idanunsa ya lumshe idanunsa yayi yana sakin murmushi
"Ni na sani shahidana koda banda damuwa ba zata daina sakani a addu'arta ba"
"Ta yaya zan aminta cewar mun zama daya kana boyemin ire iren wadan nan abubuwan?"
"Shahidaa...karki sake tunanin bamu zama daya ba,kin zama muhammad anwar,na zama rahamatulshahida" sunan ya bata dariya har sai data murmusa,tafin hannunta ta bude sannan ta miqa masa kudin hannunta
"Ungo qirgamin" amsa yayi yana zolayarta,sannan ya soma qirgawa yana cewa
"Shahidana ta zama hajjaju" sai daya gama qirgawa sannan ya dago ya dubeta yana gaya mata nawa ne,kai ta gyada duk da tasan nawa ne dama
"Kayi amfani dasu" sak ya tsaya yana dubanta kafin yace
"Shahida...." Idanunta ta ware masa tana dubansa itama,ya gane me take nufiSai ya saki murmushi
"Aro na baka,amma kayi duk amfanin da kakeson yi dasu"
"Kai amma wannan yarinya kin iya bada rance....to na gode Allah ya bani ikon biya" daga haka sukaci gaba da hirarsu,saidai rabin hankalinsa dukka yana kan halayen shahidan,yana sake godewa Allah tabbas baiyi zaben tumun dare ba,hakanan ya tabbatar bai miqa zuciyarshi inda bai cancanta ba.

Wannan abu da shahidan ta yiwa anwar ba qaramin qara mata qima yayi a idanun anty husaina ba,wata qauna take mata tamkar diyar cikinta tun kafin ma ta yiwa anwar hakan,ta yadda ta kuma yi amanna cewa anwar yayi dace da matar aure,ta kuma shiga sahun masu masa addu'ar Allah yasa shahidan ta zama mallakinsa.

Ta gefan anwar dinma tuni ya shiga bakunan 'yan uwan shahidan musamman 'yan gidansu da anty amina wadda sukafi dasawa da shahida duk cikin 'yan uwan mamanta,kasancewar tasu tafi zuwa daya da mamanta,kuma ita daya ke gaya mata magana itama maman da ita take shawara.

Cikin ikon Allah anwar yayi registration dinsa,komai yaci gaba da tafiya dai dai,rayuwarsu da shahida kuwa ta zama abar kwatance ga duk wanda ya sansu,kowa najin jinin danuwansa na yawo a nasa jikin,tun mutane na mamakin yadda sukeson juna har abun ma ya zame musu jiki,su kansu yadda suke nunawa kansu qauna basusan sunayi har haka ba saidai a gaya musu.

Sannu a hankali rayuwa taci gaba da juyawa,ta wanni fannin ana samun ci gaba yayin da wani bangaren yake zamowa koma baya da babban naqasu wajen bawa.

Zuwa sannan shahida sun shiga ss 3 term din farko,a sannan ne Allah ya yiwa mahaifin zunnurah rasuwa,hakan ya zama silar barinsu garin kano sukayi qaura suka koma katsina cikin danginsu,dalilin kenan daya sanya kusancin shahida da firdausi ya sake samun tagomashi mai yawa,ta maye mata gurbin zunnurah,yayin da ita da zunnurah ya zama sai a waya,lokaci lokaci idan sukayi waya tana sako mata zancan fiddausin tare da sake ja mata kunne kan tayi hankali da ita,murmushi shahida keyi yawancin lokaci,ta sake yarda Allah ne kadai.ya isa ya hada zukatan bayinsa,har yau bata tana ganin wani abu mai kama da abinda zunnurah ke tuhumar fiddausi dangane da ita ba.