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ke ganin cewa zan baki ya fadi a kage don duk ya matsu yabar mu, kamar mai tsoron mata,
Ramatu tace Alhaji duk abinda ka bani nagode Allah yasa masu albarka,
Yace OK zan ganta sai muyi magana akai yana nufin wai zai gan ni sai muyi magana dashi,
Daga haka yasa kai daniyar barin dakin har ya kai kofan fita sai ya dakata,
Batare da ya juyo ba yace kisan cewa a tsakiyan mata uku zaki zauna sai ki kiyayye please ?
Tace insha Allah zan kiyayye Alhaji nan inda aka daukeni zan tsaya da kafana,

Bayan fitan yaya Abubakar ne muka kwasa zuwa dakin sadiya gaba dayan mu mu uku,
Barci takeyi tun dazu nan nafara yiwa bakuwar mu Ramatu bayani abinda zata dinga yi,
Muryan mu da Sadiya taji yasa ta bude idon ta, a hankali tana kallon mu,
A kusan tare mu kai mata yaya jiki tace da sauki a hankali,
Tana kokarin mikewa ne nasa filo nadan gyara mata a bayan ta,
Kara gaisawa sukayi nan nake ce mata ai an kawo wace zata zauna da itane saboda Maman biu bazata iya ba,
Sun gaisa da Ramatu tana cewa, ok zaki ko iya yi yar uwa don kinga da wahala abin,
Ramatu cikin sakin fuska tace babu damuwa yar uwa zan iya insha Allahu Allah dai ya baki lafiya,
Muka karba gaba dayan mu da Ameen Ameen,
Munyi Sallama da Aginatu mata mai mutunci da tausayi,
Inda na karbi nomban ta da cewa duk abinda ake ciki zan kirata in sheda mata,
Duk abinda mukeyi madam din gidan mu tana kallon mu sai dai bata sa baki
Kamar yadda ta nuna ciwon Sadiya bai damay ta ba kuma baya gaban ta ma sam,
Sai wani nan nan yanzu naga Yaya Abubakar yana yi da ita wanda hankalina baigano ko may ye dalilin hakan ba,
Gashi duk dare sai naga ya shigo mata da ledan kayan fruit masu kyau,
Ina so amma dayake ita yake kawai ko a kitchen nagan su cikin fridge duk son da na ke masu ban sha,
Sam iyanzu babu wani shiri a tsakanina da Salawatu don duk ta dauki tsanar duniya ta samin,
Idan da farko tana boyewa yanzu sam bata iya boye don ko a hanya muka hadu cikin biyu sai na samu daya,
Harara ko tsuki daga gare ta, abin dariya yake bani don nasan babu yadda zatayi dani dai,
Kuma ganin irin rawan kafan da yaya keyi yasani kawo ido in sa masu,
Dole aiyukan gida duk da bawai naji saukin jikina bane nice dai maiyin su,
Sallah na idar ina zaune gurin ban kai ga dagawa ba naji waya ta tana kara,
Yaya Abubakar ne yakirani daga office murya kasa kasa yake cewa,
Meenat ina fatan yau zaki karbi girkin ki tunda kinji sauki ko ?
A cikin marairai cewa nace don Allah yaya kayi hakkuri bazan iya ba ,
Don har yanzu nakanji marana yana min ciwo time to time,
Yadan tausa muryan shi yace please Meenat for Allah sake ya kuke son inyi ne please ?
Nace cikin murya kamar zanyi kuka wallahi yaya bawai naji sauki bane kawai dai karfin hali nakeyi don kada a zauna da yunwa a gidan,
Yace look Meena bawai shawaran ki nake nema ba command ne na baki
Naji fit ya kashe wayan inda nabi wayan da kallo tankar shi nake kallo,
Wahalan da nasha aranan nan ne ya fado min a rai lokaci guda,
Inda na rutse idona, cikin wani irin jin zafi azuciya nasan cewa tunda har yaya ya ce hakana to ya zama wajibi in kai masa kaina daren yau in har ina son kaina da lafiya,

A haka naci gabada aiyukana batare da hankalina ya kwantaba saboda ina tunane yadda zanyi da Yaya Abubakar a daren yau,
Don nasan cewa maganar gaskiya ke nan ya furta har cikin rashi,
Dole nadan fara yin an abuwan shirin kwana dakin maigida kamar yadda mata keyi inda kanada kishiya ko kishiyoyi, agida,
Kamar daga fara gyara dakin maigida yin yan gyare gyaren gida, sai kuma girki tare da tsala kwalliyan daren don taron maigida,
Saidai duk ni yau acikin fargaba nakeyin nawa saboda yadda yanayin jikina yake,
Duk abinda nakeyi yar sa idon gidan mu tana biye dani don ganin shirina,
Na,gane may takeyi amma sai nai tankar ban fahince ta ba,
Daga inda nake ina gyara kaya a dining table na hangota tafito a lokacin yayi daidai da time din dawowan Yaya Abubakar gida yayi,
Har gaban table din da nake tafito tana wani taunan chewing gun irin na yan duniya ,



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ZAINAB IDRIS MAKAWA

ALLAH- AL HAQQ

Zaune nake a gaban mirror na bayan fitowa na daga wanka,
Saida nai sallah nafila, nazo gaban mirror na na zauna don gyara jiki kamar yadda duk wata macen aure da tasan kanta takeyi,
Mai mai kamshi na fara lakatowa na shafe karkashin nono har zuwa saman shi,
Sai na fara lakato turaren mai na kamfanin oud, ina shafawa a part, part din jikina,
Nai mixed din kusan kala uku a guri guda na bude matsematse na na shafa, tako ina har zuwa mazauna na,,
Na koma gurin man gashi da na sayo gurin anty saloon na shafe kaina dashi har zuwa baya,
Na dan dankwala turare nashafe bayan kunnuwa na zuwa wuya na,
Rigar barcin da na fitar zan sa na feshe shi da turaren feshi , tare da zanin da zan tafi dashi don sallah da hijjab,
Ina saka miski bayan nasan cewa hayakin kanun farin da nayi ya shiga jiki na,
Sai nakawo miski na dan dankgwala kadan bada yawa kwarai ba,
Waya na,ne naji kira ya shigo min a lokacin daga inda nake na mika hannu na na,dauka,
Yaya Abubakar ne a layi yana kirana , nadan tsura ma wayan ido kamar ba zan dauka ba,,
Sai na mika hannu na a hankali na dan na received,
Muryan shi cikin wani irin yanayi kasa, kasa yake cewa,
Meena may kikeyi tun dazun baki zo ba bayan kin san cewa ke nake jira,
Murya kamar ina rowa nace a cikin wani irin ja sallah na tsaya yi dama, naji yace ok,
Bayan na aje wayan nai shiru na tsurawa wayan ido na dan wani lokaci,
Sweet din dake acikin drawer dina nadauko guda biyu different colour na bare su na jefa a bakina,
Namike a hankali tare da saka rigar barci a jikina na saka katon Hijab dina, akai,
Na kaso wutan dakina tare da dauko wayana da zani a hannu, nasa key na kulle kofan dakin,
Adaidai koridon da zai sada ni da part din Yaya muka hade da Salawa ta sa wasu shegun rigar barci komai nata a waje da alaman kamar shigarta ke nan tafito dakin nashi,
Don ina daga kofa na ina rufewa, naji motsinta badadewa ba ,
Tankar ban ganta ba na sa kai na shige abina ina jin ta tana wani irin ajiyan zuciya bayan na dan wuce ta,,
Dakin nashi babu kowa da alaman yana cikin bathroom a lokacin, don motsin da naji,
Na kalli gadon yanan a gyare kamar yadda na gyarashi dazun da yamma,
Bakin gado na samu na dan zauna kamar maijin tsoro,
Fuskana yana mai bin ko ina nadakin da kallo a hankali,
Motsin fitowan shi daga bathroom din shi yasa ni dan daga kai na kalleshi,
Yana saye da bathroom robe din shi yadan daure igiyar shi,
Wani irin kwara jini yai min a fuska na da sauri na kawar da kaina daga kallon shi,
Gurin mirror din shi yanafa yana dan gyare, gyare irin ta maza,
Daga gurin da yake a tsaye ya ke cecmin may kika tsaya yi ne baki sallah da wuri ba, I have been waiting for you since,?
Nace na dan je gurin wanan bakuwar matar ce na gwada mata wasu abubuwa yadda akeyi,
Yace OK sai kika shanya yayan ki a nan ko ?
Murmshi nayi nace cikin murya kasa, kasa tare da dan wasa da yatsuna ,a,a ba haka bane nadaiga ita bakuwa ce, kawai,
Inda nake zaune ya juyo yana kallo na yace shi kuma waban Hijab din fa na may ye?
Sai da nai murmushi a hankali nafara sabule Hijab din daga jikina,
Yar karuwan rigan barcin da nasaka mai kama da babu komai ajiki na ya baiyyana,
Sai ganin, Yaya Abubakar nayi a gabana yana cewa masha Allah, Meenat you look so gratuitous,
Na lumshe idona tare da hade wasu miyaun mintin da nake tsotso a bakina,
A hankali naji hannuwan shi a saman wuya na yana dan tafiya dasu kamar tsutsa, a hankali har zuwa kaina,
Harshen shi naji a kunnuwa na yana min magana daga ciki a hankali,
Abinda ya saukar min da wani irin kasala a jikkina lokaci guda,
A take ya fara amfani da harshen shi kamar wanda ya samu Sweet yana tsosa,
Jikina yafara dan karkadawa kamar yaune farkon haduwa na dashi,
Bansan ya akayiba sai jina nayi saman katafaren gadon yaya, yafa aika min da sakon ni, kala kala, a ciki na,
Abinda ya jawo min mutuwan jiki da kasala ke nan a lokaci guda,
Sai nake ga tankar yau ne farkon haduwan mu da Yaya Abubakar,
Shi kadai ke kidan shi da rawan shi har zuwa lokacin da ya gaji don kan shi,
Naji mirginawan shi yana mai maida numfashi a guda guda, daga gefe da yake kwance,
A daidai lokacin da yadan koma normal naji ya damko hannuna ya hada da nashi ya matse guri guda,
He sound in a soft, voice yace, Meena why the you act like this today ?
Is something wrong with you, ?
Runtse ido na nayi guri guda tare da fitar da wani dan siririn hawaye ,
Ban iya yi magana sai dai gyara kwanciyar dana yi a hankali,
Ajiyan zuciya naji yayi daga gefen shi, yana cewa,
You know that i love I don't want to hurt you, ki daina yi min rudeness, please,
Cikin muryq mai kama da ta mai son kuka nace Yaya na fada ma cewa zamu fara teaching practice ne very soon,
Naji ya sauke ajiyan zuciya yana cewa, nafada maki cewa ki bini sannu,
Ya kike son inyi ina a cikin wanan irin tension a lokaci guda abubuwa sun zo min at the same time,
Nima a nawa bangaren yadda naji ya fadi maganar sai tausayin shi ya kamani
A hankali na furta cewa kayi hakkuri yaya dama don kada a wuce ni ga karatuna ne na shiga damuwa,
Dai yana mikewa daga kwancen data ke kobai fada ba nasan cewa wanka zai shiga don baya kwana ba tsarki a jikin shi,
Yace, idon karatu ne insha Allah zaki karas meena kawai ina son inyi styling din gida nane tukun,
Daga haka ya shiga bathroom din don tsarkake jikin shi kamar kullun,,
Sai bayan fitowan shi na shiga ni ma nai wanka nafito, na maida rigan barci nada zani nadake ta faman kamshi,,,

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Salawatu wace daga dakin ta ke ji tankar tayi ihu don shedan na rudin ta yana anya na mata abubuwa a gamay da mu,,
Waya ta dauka acikin daren nan take fadawa Lubuna cewa gaskiya har yanzu fa bata samu yadda take so a gurin Oga, ba,
Don har yanzu yana rawan kafa ga shegiyar yarinyar nan fitsarara,
Lubuna tace amma ai kin dai ji abinda wanan bokon na masaka yafada muna ko,
Don haka wallahi in har kina son kan ki da lafiya Salawa ki rabu da wanan yarinyar ki sa mata ido,
Tun kafin wani abu mara kyau yazo ya faru da akan son kai irin naki,
Shima wai may nene matsalan ki tunda har kin samu yanzu yana fifita ki fiye da sauran, gaba daya,
Ki fita batun yarinyar mana tunda babu abinda zata diba a gurin ki,
Look Lubuna wallahi ban kaunar in bude idona inga shegiyar yarinyar nan a cikin gidan nan ,
Don idan har tana tare dashi to wallahi ina fada maki bazai ta ba kallon kowace mace ba da daraja,
Idan nai magana sai yace wai banda hakkuri karamar yarinyace shima lalabata yake yi a zauna lafiya,
Shiya sa ranan da tashigo min daki naso in mata dukan tsiya da ko iyayyen ta bazasu sheda ta ba,
Lubuna tai yar dariya tana cewa ita ko tana a tsaye zaki mata irin wanan dukan haka,
Salawatu tace ai ni in fada maki nafi kowa fatin cikin zubewan cikin shegiya,
Da muna zaune muna kallon yar iska yar karama da ita tana haihuwa muna taya ta raino,
Lubuna tace ai gara da kika zubar dashi kowa ma ya huta don abinda zaku gani sai yagi nan,
A to kin mata ance kakan su matsafine shiyasa duk abinda zan masu zai kama su ba,
Mutumin da akace ko ruwa ya duba yace ya zama kifi sai yazama, kifin,
Ke Sallawa banda sheri fa tace wallahi nima malam Abudullahi masinger shi ke bani labarin su,,
Aikin san karbi karbi,baibar ko wa ba, don mutanen yanzu idan kana son sanin abu mikama na kusa da su alheri kasha labari,,
Yanzu ai baki san wani abuba pretending na ke mashi as, pregnant woman,
Ihu Lubuna tasa tace, ke Sallawa kirage sheri wallahi,
Kada yazo ya gane karya ki keyi fa ku hausama dashi,
Ta ce ke don ba ki ga irin yadda da akace yarinyar nan tayi miscarriage yadda ya koma kaman zaiyi hauka,,
Au to ke ki na ganin cewa zai yi wanan rawan kafan akan ki ne Salawa,,,
Sundauki tsawon lokaci suna hira a tsakanin su abinda har yasa Salawa ta dan rage jin zafin da takeyi,

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Bayan wasu yan awani ina cikin barci naji tankar an tashe ni daga barcin da nake yi,
A hankali na bude idona inda nagane cewa a dakin Yaya Abubakar nake kwance,
Yana daga gefena yana barcin shi acikin kwanciyan hankali,
Wani amai ne ya taso min ya tokare min makoshina inaji tankar zan amaye hanji na,
Cikin sauri na mike zaune don zuwa yin amain, da nake ji yanzu,
Da sauri na isa bathroom din na fara sheka amai, kamar zan dauke, a lokacin,
Da kyat bayan nagama na iya tasowa zuwa cikin daki, don in kwanta,
Yaya Abubakar ne na gani a tsaye hannayen shi harde da juna yana min wani irin kallo acikun mamaki,
Tafiya na keyi kamar zan fadi don irin yadda na kejin jiwa yana dibana,,
Hannun Yaya Abubakar naji ya tallaboni ta bayana yakai ni bakin gado ya aje,
Ya koma bathroom din ya gyara ya fesa abin kamshi,,
Ai bai fito ba daga bayin sai ga ni na shigo da gudu in sheka wani sabon aman,
A take, tausayi ya kama Yaya Abubakar yayi daya sani ya kyale ni kawai,
Acikin wani irin murya mai sanyi yake cewa Meena dama baki da lafiya ne, ?
Aman ne ya kara zo min faaaa da karfi duk na bata mai bathroom din dake a jikin shi,,
Sai faman sannu sannu yake min a cikin nuna damuwan shi, gare ni,
Shida kan shi ya kaini saman gadon shi ya shimfede ni sai karkadawa nake yi,
A take jikina yai min wani irin zafi zazzabi mai karfi ya rufe ni a lokaci guda,
Hankali Yaya Abubakar yai mugun tashi don bai san yadda zaiyi da daren nan ba,
Paracetamol yabani nasha don samun dan sasautawan zafin jikin,
Cikin ikon Allah nasamu dan sauki zuwa tasan ma asuba na samu barci ya kwashe ni,
Daga haka ban farka ba sai kusan takwas na safe ranan ban samu Sallah safe ba, da wuri,
Zaune ya ke a gefe na bayan ya dawo daga massalaci,
Ya kura min ido yana kallon yadda nake maida numfashina a hankali,
Fuska ya ramay sosai na koma wata yar feyau dani kaman na dade a kwance ina ciwo,
A hankali na bude idona don jin nauyin mutum danayi daga cikin barci na a kusa dani,
A hankali na bude idon da sukai min nauyi na furta cikin yanayin ciwo da cewa sannu Yaya,
Na mai da idanuna a hankali na rufe don ci gaba da,barci na,
Sallah ne ya fado min a rai nai zubur na bude idon tare da kokarin mikewa zaune,,
Ina zaki ne kuma ya tambaya cikin yanayin damuwa,
A hankali nace banyi Sallah ba Yaya kuma gashi har gari ya waye sosai,
Yace ki bi a hankali don kin san jikin ki babu karfi sosai, don haka kibi a hankali,
Ina kaiwa zaune na kara jin wani irin luuu kamar dakin yana juya min,
Sai kuma wani irin yunwa da naji ya ziyarci cikina,
Yaya yunwa nake ji sosai wallahi nafadi ina hamma alaman akwai barci a idona,
Ya mike yana cewa kwanta ina zuwa tukun na barin samo maki abinda zaki sha,
Yana fita har kwanta na rufe idon kamar zan koma barci amma sai naji bazan iya ba, don banyi sallah ba,
Don haka namike ahankali na nufi bathroom don in yi alwala wanka nafara na watsa ruwa masu zafi a jiki na,
Hakan ya dan sani jin karfin jikina har na samu nayi sallah ,
Ina zaune a gurin da nai sallah na dan zauna tare da, dan lumshe idona acikin yanayi na mai jin ciwon jiki,
Yaya Abubakar yadauko tea da kwai da ya soya min da hannun shi a kitchen,
Tun yana suyan kwan Salawa ta shigo kitchen ganin shi a tsaye yana hada breakfast da kan shi yasa ta mamaki tana tambayan lafiya yake kitchen da kan shi,
A takaice ya ce Meena bata da lafiya shiyasa nake son in hada mata breakfast,
Gabanta ne yaba da dammm tace cikin karaji may ya samay ta kuma ?
Bai bata amsa ba sai juye kwan acikin plate dayayi tare da kashe gas din da yai amfani dashi,
Ya dauko kwan zuwa gurin da ya hada min tea mai kauri ya nufi hanyar fita,
Salawatu tana tsaya kamar gunki duk imani ya kashe ta kamar ba jiya jiya ta gama bata kudin ta gurin bokan su ba,
A inda nake kwance saman sanyin ties ina jin dadin sanyin kasan,
Kallon mamaki yake min har zuwa lokacin da ya karaso gurina yana cewa, kin samu yin sallah ne ?
Na bude idona a hankali ina cewa eh yaya nayi sallah ,
Idona yana akan cup din dake rike a hannun shi don ji nakeyi tankar in kwace in kafa kai ,
Don irin yuwan da nake ji a lokacin kamar inyi ihu saboda shi,,
Gaf dani ya zauna ya miko min cup din a bakina yana nufin insha daga hannun shi,
Nagane nugin shi don haka banda zabi tun da na kafa kai ban dakata ba har sai da na shanye tea din,
Yaya Abubakar yaji wani irin tausayi na mamakin yadda na shanye cup guda a lokaci guda yace ko akara hado maki ne, ?
Nace a a yaya na gode na koshi sai yace to kici kwan ko kadan ne please ?
Nafara cin kwan a hankali ina taunawa kamar bakina ciwo yake min,,,
Zan kai na hudune naji wani irin tashin zuciya ya ziyarci zuciyana, a lokaci guda idona ya rufe da sauri na ke kokarin mikewa,
Sai kokarin rikeni Yaya keyi ai ko nawanko masa jikin shi duk da amai a lokaci guda ina kokarin mikewa kuma wani aman ya kara zowa,
Hankalin Yaya Abubakar yai mugun tashi a lokacin sai da yaga na dakatar da aman yake ce min sannu ko ?
Da kyat na samu na ke kada kaina ina cewa wayyo Allah na cikina, cikina
Ya Abubakar duk ya rude ya fita hayacin sa yana cewa tashi mu tafi asibiti kn ji
Subbahanallahi wai may ke damun ki ne haka Meenat ?
Kasan naji bazai min ba na mike zuwa saman gadon shi na kwanta na dunkule guri guda kamar jaririya,
A take barci ya daukeni barci mai nauyi yai gaba dani lokaci guda,
Ganin nasamu barci sai zufa na keyi a cikin barcin yasa shi dan sauke ajiyan zuciya,
Nan ya barni a kwance ya fita zuwa, gurin aikin sa amma zuciyar sa tana acikin damuwa,

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Zaune take a falo tun lokacin da taji fitan maigidan
Idan ba karya zuciyar ta ke mata ba tana iya cewa yau tun safe ban fito daga part din Yaya Abubakar ba,
Hakan ne ya bata daman ya kewa a zuciyan ta cewa ta tashi ta leka dakin Yaya Abubakar tagani,
A kwance ta hangoni nadunkule guri guda ina barci, abina hankali kwance,
Ta dade tana kallon zuciyar ta na kiyas ta mata abubuwa da dama akaina,
Gyara kwanciyar da nayi yasa ta saurin ja da baya da sauri tasake labulen kofan tabar gurin,
Tun kagin ta karasa saukowa daga stairs din ta hango Ramatu tafito daga dakin Anty Sadiya,
Tana saye acikin hijab din ta har kasa tana dauke da flask din ruwan zafi a hannunta,
Ganin ta doshi hanyar kitchen yasa Salawatu wani irin daka mata tsawa,,
Ke dakata lafiya ina zaki shiga wa mutane haka ?
Daga ina kike ne ma wai ?
Ramatu wacce tsawan Salawatu yadan sata yar kaduwa tajuyo tana kare tamata kallo,
Akaron farko da tafara ganin ta ke nan a gidan tun shigowanta jiya,
Cikin dan rusunnawa tace, hajiya ina kwana ?
Ya aiyuka,
Kalafiya ta karba da cewa tare da watsa mata wani irin kallon rainin hankali na ke wacece,
Daga ina kike na haka ? Cikin wani irin kallon tun daga sama har kasan ta,
Ramatu tace daga sashen wacan Hajiya da bata da lafiya nice wace aka kawo don in dinga taimaka mata,
Sai da tai mata wani kallon rainin wayo har zuwa kasa tace,
Uummww kece dai mai kwadai da bata san ciwon kanta ba ko yan uwanta suna gudun ta ke don kwaidai kin zo kin tara ko ?
Murmushi Ramatu tayi tace, ai taimako ne hajiya babu abinda zai faru insha Allah,
Daga haka Salawatu ta,watso mata harara cikin kallon ke kika sani tajuya fuuu ta shige part din ta,
Ramatu tabi ta da kallon mamaki har shigewan ta cikki ta kada kai tana cewa akwai magana ke nan a gidan nan suna da tantiriya, ashe, agidan haka ?

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