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godewa Allah, Allah ya sake tsare mana su, wallahi jiya yadda naga rana haka naga dare "ai na lura da kai har kafini shiga damuwa gsky ,yayi murmushi had'e da mikewa "bari na kira dpo na sheida masa sun dawo "okay to hakan na da kyau yanzu suna ina ?
"Suna parlour'n dan ko magana bata shiga tsakanina dasu ba nace sai nazo naga gimbiya tukunna abi fad'i yana neman layin dpo..


Shiru bunayya yayi yana duban muwaddat daga baya ya rufe fuskarsa da hannuwansa duka saboda jin kunyar wata karyar da sake yi yanzu agabanta ,after like few seconds ya sauke hannunsa yana furzar da iska tare da sakin ajiyar zuciya "kiyi hakuri kinji yadda nayi k'ok'arin kare kanmu ta hanyar karya, ina sonki muwaddat har cikin zuciyata ,there's no doubt about that ..ya sake fad'a mata mahimmancinta garesa sannan mike tsam still idanunsa na kanta ki shiga d'aki ki d'an huta zuwa anjima zanzo na miki allura kinji ,kiyi hakuri for what I did to you, I don't mean to hurt you ...and sake of god kiyi control ta yadda ummi bazata fahimta ba, yanzu ma nasan dan a rud'e take da yanzu ta tsaremu da tambayoyi..

Ahankali tayi kasa da kanta saboda matsananciyar kunyarsa data rufeta alokaci d'aya ,har lokacin mamaki take acikin zuciyarta, "wai Auwal ne ya maidaita cikakkiyar mace?
"Muhammad Auwal kaninta shine ya kwana yana abu daya daita batare da gajiya ba ......
wannan abu yayi mugun tsaya mata arai ,har ya bar parlour'n kanta na kasa sunkuye tana tsiyayar hawaye "

Gabad'aya hankalinta a tashe yake ,da abinda ya faru a tsakaninta da Auwal uwa uba ga tashin hankali ummi da abi ke ciki akansu. "hakika bataji dadin yadda ummi ta zubda hawayenta akansu ba, "meye ribarsu arayuwa su kuwa tunda zasuyi sanadin 'bacin ran iyayensu ?
Kuka take sosai har da shesheka sannan ta yunkura da kyar ta Mike tsaye.
da kyar take iya d'aga kafafunta saboda nauyin da sukayi mata ,saboda rad'adin azaban ciwon da kansata keyi Wanda take jin tamkar anyi 'barin barkono ne agurin .

Tana shiga d'akin ta fad'a Kan gadonta ta kwanta lamo tana kudindine jikinta daya d'auki zafi kmr garwashin wuta guri d'aya ,batafi minti Goma da kwanciya ba taji an turo kofar d'akin an shigo ko ba'a gayawa mata ba tasan Wanda yashigo saboda daddan kamshin turarensa, inda take kwance ya k'araso ya tsaya akanta yana kare mata kallo, kafin daga baya ya kai hannunsa gefen wuyanta da sauri ya cire hannunsa sakamakon zafin daya ratsa tafin hannunsa, yasoma k'ok'arin had'a ruwan allura a sirinji...
Ya yaye doguwar rigarta sama kad'an hankalin muwaddat ta tashi ta Mike zaune tana girgiza masa kanta while hawaye nabin kuncinta ,shima hankalinsa a matukar tashe yace "Baki son allura ?
Ta sake d'aga masa kai "kiyi hakuri nayi miki shine kawai zai rage miki rad'adi da kike ji kafin ummi ta fahimci wani tace "ni dai ka barni kawai banason allura ni yanzu nafi bukatar mutuwa da rayuwata ta fad'i hk gabanta na fad'uwa.

Ahankali ya ajiye sirinjin dake rike a hannunsa ya matso kusa daita sosai ya kamota jikinsa ya matseta gam "ka bari Auwal nace banason abinda kake min ,banason karka min allura plz tashiga dukan kirjinsa tana wani irin kuka tamkar ana zarar ranta ..
bakinsa ya kai yasoma lasar hawayen dake gangaro bisa kuncinta yana lasa wasu ruwan hawayen na sake fitowa "bai yiwuwa na barki haka cikin wannan halin ,dole ne amatsayina na mai alakin fad'awarki cikin wannan halin na kula da lafiyarki , ko kina son asirinmu ya tono ne ?
Tayi shiru ta saigaita da kuka datake tana shesheka .."ki bani amsa menene dalilinki da baki son na miki allura bayan kinsa zata taimaka miki gurin samun kwarin jikinki ?

"Haka nan nidai kawai karka min kuma ka sakar min jiki kabar d'akin nan right now " I can't ya fad'i da d'an karfi yana k'ara kallonta kwalla suka sake zubo mata,ya runtse idanunsa "muwaddat dan Allah ki rufa min asiri kada ki raba min hankali gida biyu ga damuwar ummi da abi ga taki damuwar yaya kike son nayi da rayuwata ?
" Ahalin yanzu samun natsuwarki shine kwanciyar hankalina kece zan ra'ba naji sanyi ,kece karfin gwaiwata, ki natsu ki kwantar min da hankalinki wallahi ina sonki..." yadda fiyye da tunaninki muwaddat kuma bazan ta'ba cin amanarki ba ko in wulakantaki ba..


Idan kika cigaba da nuna damuwarki a fili wallahi babu tantama ummi zata fahimci komai ,duk da dai sune silar fad'awarmu cikin wannan rayuwar ,na sani kema kuma kin sani ni dake kusan jinsinmu d'aya ne ,kina da tsananin butar nmj atare dake haka zalika nima ina bukatar mace ,idan sun shirya aura min ke ko a yanzu am ready to marry you ..
tunda nasan ke dai baki da matsala kina sona " ...


"Bana sonka! bana sonka!! ...ta fad'a atakaice tana kuka gabanta na wani irin fad'uwa "hankalinsa ya tashi matuka "muwaddat baki son aurena har yanzu ?
Tayi saurin d'aga masa kai alamar Eh sannan ta zame daga jikinsa ta kwanta tana juya masa manya bombom dinta alamar yayi Mata allurar kawai ya kama gabansa, "Baki son aurena saboda baki sona baki kaunata ?
Gabanta ya sake dukan tara tara ya fad'i, ta runtse idanunwata bai sake cewa komai ba ya d'auki sirinji allura ya kware rigar gabadaya a fusace yayi sama daita ya daidaici idan zai mata allura ya tsokama allurar ,ta rike zanin gadon da hannuwanta duka tana sake runtse idanunta had'e da sakin k'ara mara sauti.

yatsan hannunsa ya kai ya danne kan audigar yana murza mata gurin gefenta ya dawo ya kwanta yana kallon fuskarta shi kad'ai yasan abinda yake ji a zuciyarsa ,abu biyu ke dawainiyya da zuciyarsa abu na farko farinciki amsar budurcinta da yayi Wanda yasan yarigada yayiwa rayuwarta tsaiko....
abu na biyu kuwa shine bakinciki kiyayyarsa da take nunawa Wanda abaya ba haka take masa ba ,kusan a wancan lokacin itace ke jansa zuwa jikinta sabanin yanzu ..
d'akin ya d'auki shiru ahankali ta bud'e idanunta suka sarke cikin nasa take zuciyarta ta buga da karfin gaske "muwaddat na lura Sam baki damuwa da damuwata ,inyita rawar jiki akanki amman ke burinki bawai ce ki wulakantani ba ko dan kinga ina sonki ne oho...?

"Nasan kina sane kike yin komai yanzu ki fad'a min me yasa baki sona ? Tayi shiru taki cewa komai
"A tunanina kankatar shekaruna kike gani yasa kike gujewa aurena ,sai gashi a dare d'aya na banbace miki komai ,na cika mararki taf har na miki yawa , kin tabbatar da zan iya da irinki goma bama ke kad'ai ba ,a yanzu na fita tsawun yaro ko har yanzu yaro ne ni agurinki?
Ya tambayeta yana shafa gefen fuskarta " "Muhammad Auwal ba yaro bane ,nasan kin san da haka , mantawa dai kikayi ko ba haka ba ?
Ta zabga masa harara "kin ci bashi ki bani labarin yadda kika ji a daren jiya nasan ko kince zaki barni ,ba zaki samu kamar ni ba ,a wannan duniyar da maza dayawa suke da rauni agurin AURATAYYA .

" murmushin gefen baki yayi yace "kin tabbatar da na miki yawa ko ?
Ta d'aga masa kai kawai dan tana son ya bar d'akin kafin ummi tashigo "to bani labarin yadda kikaji daren jiya plz...
ta sake runtse idanunta tana goge sauran hawayenta "kinji muwaddat tel me how you feel ?

"Kaima kasan yadda naji ai"
"yayi yar dariya Allah ni ban sani ba ,sai kin gaya min ,abinda dai na lura kin fad'a wata duniyar ne ta daban wacce ba irin tamu ba ,daga baya km girma ya fad'i warwaassss kika koma kuka , ya k'arasa yana cakumota saman ruwan cikinsa ya tsikari gefe da gefen cikinta , tayi tsalle tana shigewa ciki. jikinsa batare data shiryawa hkn ba"wayyohlly Allah nah zafi .......
"sorry fad'a min gaskiyar lamarin ya fadi haka yana matsa bombom dinta da karfi da duka hannuwansa ,ta runtse idanunta "plz ka barni Auwal bacci nake son yi "ki fad'a min sai na tashi na barki ki huta ya sake matsa bombom dinta "zan fad'a plz ka daina matsa min ina jin wani iri zafi a kasana "ina sauraranki.
Tayi shiru kawai taki cewa komai yayi shiru "muwaddat ba dai fama da milki da izza ba, uwa uba Jan aji, Wanda yake jin ya fara yi masa yawa, duk yadda yake jin kansa sai ya dinga ganin kmr ta zarta shi a komai..

ahankali yashiga yawo
da hannuwansa duka ajikinta babu laifi zafin jikinta ya ragu sai abinda baza'a rasa ba "muwaddat kin gama da zuciyata da rayuwata ,kin gama gano cewar ina matukar kaunarki shi yasa kike min salo daban daban ya sake narke murya tamkar dai yadda take yin maganarta a yangace "ki shirya rayuwarki tare da muhammed Auwal, saboda Auwal tamkar supergulob ne ajikinki, bazai iya komai babu ke ba ,sai dai ke din ce kamar yar kauye Sam bakiyi min abinda nake so,amman babu komai ni zanyi miki duk abinda kike so kawai ki fad'a dan bazan bari wannan dadin naki ya wuceni ba.

"muwaddat kina da dadi sosai fiyye da yadda zuciyata ta dinga kissi min ,dan Allah karki barni dan ba zan yarda ba ,idan kuma kiyi kokari barina zan zame miki karfen kafa .


Ta ja tsaki ganin yadda ya dage yana irin maganarta ,shima km yayi dariya yana busa mata iskar bakinsa ko babu komai burinsa ya cika tunda yayi nasarar sanyata kwantar mata da hankali, muryarta can kasa tace "haka ake maganar mata ?"ai ba maganar mata zaki ce ba maganarki zaki ce ni muryarki da salon maganarki nayi ko ba haka kike magana kamar ana cinki ba. ?

Tayi saurin runtse idanuwanta tana yatsina fuskarta , saboda yanayin dataji da kuma yanayin yadda yake kallonta ,sai daya gama sukurkuta mata jiki da salonsa ,da d'ad'an kalamansa sannan ya kwantar daita ya Mike tsaye "ga magani nan ki sha ,idan kinji wani guri na miki ciwo let me know plz. "duk da nasan da wuya, wannan allurar ma kad'ai ta isa ,bata tanka masa ba shima yasan bazatayi masa magana dan yasan halinta ya kama hanyar fita ya nufi d'akin ummi ..

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Tana zaune a d'akin tana waya da yayanta alhji mahmud, kallo daya tayi masa ta d'auke kanta ta cigaba da wayar datake ,dan har lokacin haushinsa take ji, yasamu guri ya kwanta flat akan gadonta yana jiran ta gama wayar, yana nan zaune kusan minti Goma yaji hirartata ta canza alamun muny ta amshi wayar bai tashi ba saboda hakuri yake son sake bata had'e da dauke mata hankalinta , zuwa wani lokaci Wanda yasan kafin lokacin muwaddat zataji daidai ajikinta bazata iya gane komai ba ,bayan ta gama wayar ta dubeshi tana kawar da fuskarta har zata Mike ya tashi zaune ya riko tafin hannuta "haba ummina fushin na menene haka ?
"Dan girman Allah kiyi hakuri wallahi hakan bazata sake faruwa ba ,nasani duk rashin jin maganarki dana yi ne, dana bar tafiyar zuwa yau kamar yadda kikace da duk haka bata faru ba ,am really sorry my mamma.
Ya k'arasa maganar yana sakin hannunta tare da rike kunnenshi "tayi murmushi "kai ko Allah ya shiryeka "ameen ummina "amman fa bazan shiru ba har sai kin min aure "ta girgiza kai "maganarka duk bata wuce na aure ,wai bunayya
guda nawa kake?
" tun baka ta fasa ba zaka kone "ni dai ummi aure nake so wallahi .."to shikenan kabari ka had'a master dinka so that sai ka kawo mata "haba ummi har 2yres na zauna banyi aure ba ?

Ta zaro idanu waje tana dubansa da mamaki "Allah ummi shekara biyu sunyi min yawa ni danake son ki aurar dani nan da 2 month ,kuma ni babu wata mata da zan kawo daga waje muwaddat dinki nake so dan Allah ummi kisa baki mana .
"wannane kuma baka isa ba ,kaje can ka Nemo Mata itama ta nemo nata mijin "plz ummi "nace babu ruwana, abar ma zance haka nan dan bason dogon turaci, ina muwaddat din take sai naga kamar ma bata da lafiya ko?
da sauri yace "wa lafiyarya lau take kawai action din umminta ne ya razanar daita, kinsata da shegen tsoro tsiyya, ni ko aura min ita kikayi sai na sha aiki "uhmmm dan mara kunya .
"Allah ummi "
"ni kaga bari naje na duba jikin diyata ta juya ya kamo hannuta "ki barta bacci take nayi mata allura "ummi ta hararesa "wa yasakaka ?

"Godiya ya yakamata kiyi min ummi "babu godiyar da zan maka tunda ba saka akayi ba, kaga dama ne, ta cire hannunta ta fito daga d'akin shima ya biyo bayanta yana mata magiyar ta bashi auren muwaddat "ka daina min magiya dan bazan baka diyata ba "idan baki bani aurenta ba ai nayita cinta a banza ..yayi mgnr can kasan makoshi, tace "me kace ?
"Cewa nayi na bar miki ita sai kibawa Wanda ya fini "ka zuba ido kuwa zaka gani ta sake juya .


kai tsaye d'akin muwaddat ta tashiga ta isketa kwance ,bacci yayi narasa d'aukarta sai dai kallo daya tayi mata ta fahimci bata da isheshiyar lafiya saboda ramar datayi ,tunda suka shigo ta fahimci hakan attare da ita amman damuwar datake ciki tasa bata maida hankali ba ,ta kai hannunta ta ta'ba jikinta har lokacin jikinta da zafi sosai dan haka ta juya ta fita da niyyar zata sake dawowa .


mmn sudais


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*AYSHA A BAGUDO*




~DEDICATED TO~

_AUNTY SALAMATU AYYUBA_
_(UMMIN KADUNA )_

~BEST AUNTY FOREVER AND EVER~

warning!!!

don't read this novel if you know you are not married... ❌❌❌coz this book contains only for mature people , if you read it, is for your own risk ......

WATTPAD @HAUESH

bismillahirrahmanirrahim

*_wannan labarin na kudi ne, idan kina \kana bukatar karantawa ka tuntu'bi wannan number 08032384602 ko 08059623096,masu fitar min da novel godiya mai tarin yawa 🙏🏼, the more kuna fitarwa the more costomer's ke k'ara zuwa , i love you wujiga wujiga_*🤪🤪🤪🤪

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.....muwaddat bata farka ba sai wuraren la'asar ta farka bakinta d'auke da salati ,yayinda ummi da abi sun shigo d'akin yafi sau goma bata tashi ba, sai a karo na karshe ne da ummi tashigo ita kad'ai ta iske ta farka tana zaune ta rafka uban tagumi .
a Sanyaye ta gyara zamanta tana duban ummi da shanyayyun idanunta da suka kod'e saboda tsabar kukan da taci ,ahankali ummi ta matso kusa daita ta zauna had'e da riko tafin hannunta, take taji wani irin zafi ya ratsa tafin hannuta cikin tsarkewar murya tace " sunnu baby duk gajiyar hanyar ce haka,ko daman baki da lafiya ne ?

Da kyar ta iya bud'e baki cikin tsantsar jin kunyar ummi ta tsinci kanta da cewa "eh" yayinda gabad'aya ta kasa sakin jikinta daita tana jin kmr zata fahimci abinda ya faru ne a tsakaninta da bunayya .

ummi tayi shiru tana nazarinta na wani lokaci sannan tace "to shikenan ki tashi kiyi wanka kiyi sallah dan nasan yanzu haka ko sallar azahar bakiyi ba ko?
Ta d'aga mata kai ala'mun Eh .

gabad'aya jaruntar da tayi saura atattare daita, ta tattaro ta sanyawa gangar ajikinta da niyyar tashi da kuzari ,sai dai me tana gama ziro kafafunta daga Kan gadon ta ji
bazata iya d'aga kafafunta ba ,saboda wani irin tsami da ciwo da cinyoyinta suka d'auka, ,hatta gabobin jikinta jin su take tamkar an sassare mata su, take jikinta ya d'auki rawa .....

a matukar tsorace ummi ta matso gareta sosai tana binta da wani irin kallo, bakinta na rawa tace "ke lafiyarki kuwa, me ya samu kafafunki suke rawa haka ?

rud'ewa muwaddat tayi har tsayuwa ta nemi gagareta ta soma yin kasa tana lumshe idanuwanta , ummi tayi saurin tarota zuwa jikinta tana furta kalmar "inna lillahi wa inna ilaihi rajiun "me zan gani haka ni mukarama?
"hubbey ...hubbey !! ta shiga kiran abi da iyakacin karfinta, kmr an jeho shi ,ya banko kofar da karfi yashigo a matukar firgice yana tambayarta "lafiya?
"ina fa lafiya ta yani gani hubbey ,ta fad'a tana sake duban muwaddat dake k'ok'arin tsaitsaita tsayuwarta ta karfin tsiya jikinta na rawa ..
abi yace "me zan gani?

ummi ta kamo hannun muwaddat dake lummmmmm da idanuwanta tace "ke ki yi tafiya yaga yadda kika dawo ?
numfashi muwaddat ta janyo ahankali ta fesar tana lumshe idanu, kana bud'esu da kyar sannan ta soma ta kawa sannu ahankali da niyyar shiga bayi ..har ta gama shigewa bayi idanuwansu na kanta .

da sauri ummi ta juya ta dubi gefen da abi ke tsaye ,tana jujjuya masa hannu tare da marairaicewa "hubbey kaga yadda tafiyarta tayi ba?
"na gani menene ya samu tafiyartata?

jikin ummi na wani irin rawa ta janyo hannu abi sukayi hanyar fita daga d'akin ,kai tsaye d'akinsa ta nufa hankalinta a matukar tashe, idanunta sun cicciko da ruwan hawaye "wai hubbey meye haka ne?
abi ya fad'a shima hankalinsa a tashe.
"duk kin bi kin wani tayar da hankalinki ,ni fa gabad'aya ban fahimci komai ba.

ummi tace "bazaka fahimta ba tana kuka "wai meye hk ne hubbey nifa banason irin haka ,"ki fito ki fahimtar dani, idan wani abu ne ya sameta ,bawai ki dinga min irin haka ba,
ya fad'i yana kamota suka zauna abakin gado "ki fad'a min abinda kika gani ...ko na samu natsuwar zuciya ? muryarta na rawa tace "wallahi gani nayi kmr an ta'ba min yarinya ........
ta k'arasa mgn hawaye na gangarowa bisa kuncinta ...

"what..? "when?
"ban gane an ta'ba miki yarinya ba ?
"wallahi ko rantsuwa nayi bazanyi kaffara ba an ta'ba min yarinya.. ....
abi yayi shiru yana kallon yadda take zubar da hawaye had'e da nazarinta, kana daga baya yace " haba mukarama ,haba mukarama wannan wace irin magana ce haka ?
"a tunanina irin tarbiyar da mukabawa baby ko kuda ne zai zama mutun ajikinta bazata ta'ba amincewa dashi ba bare ta bawa wani kanta, sannan ki dinga kyautata zatonki..
" hakika manzo Allah tsira da amincin Allah shi tabbata agareshi yace" *iyyakun wazzana, "kashedinku da zato, "fa inna zanna akzabul hadis," domin zato shine mafi karyar labari*
dan haka ki tsarkake zuciyarki ,ki sanya ikilasi acikinta ,sannan ki cire wannan zaton aranki, babu mamaki ko gajiyar hanya ce ,ta maidaita haka, tunda ki rigada kinsa yadda baby take , a duk sanda tayi tafiyar hanya irin hk ,a galabaice zaki ganta, sosai abi yashiga kwantar mata da hankali, har dai taji ta d'an samu natsuwar zuciya, tare da k'ok'arin kawar da abinda taji.

bangaren muwaddat kuwa cike zuciyarta take da matsanancin fargaba abayi, ban da tsinkewar zuciya babu abinda take ji ajikinta , jikin kofar bayin ta dawo ta jingina jikinta tana leken fuskar ummi, har sanda suka bar d'akin , ta sauke naunauyen ajiyar zuciya, jikinta na sake d'aukar rawa "ya Allah ka rufa min asiri...kada kasa ummi ta fahimci wani abu atare dani.. ..ya Allah ka taimakeni, ka taimakeni kada ta gano komai .....
cikin sanyi jiki ta had'a ruwan zafi tashiga gasa jikinta kmr yadda matar nan tayi mata d'azu da safe ,ta dad'e cikin ruwan zafin har sai da taji tsamin da gabobinta jikinta sukayi sun ragu sannan tayi brush da wanka ,had'e da d'auro alwala ta fito ta iske Muhammad auwal zaune a gefen gadon ya kwanta flat ,kafafuwansa duka a kasan tayis yana girgizasu , sannan yayi sama da rigar dake sanye ajikinsa har ana iya hango farar singlet din dake cikin rigar .

Kamar ta juya ta koma cikin bayin taji, sai kuma ta k'araso saboda tasan kota juya ta koma ciki ,hakan ba zai sa ya fita daga cikin d'akin ba, matukar ba shine yaga dama ba .
kallo d'aya tayi masa ta d'auke kanta daga garesa tana jin wani irin tuttukin bakinciki mara misaltuwa ,ta k'arasa ta tsaya gaban mirrow tana goge jikinta da towel tayi tamkar batasan da wani halitta a kwance agurin ba .
bata shafa komai ajikinta ba, illa kwalbar turaren data d'auka ta fesa a gabadaya ilahirin jikinta ,sannan ta nufi wardrobe dinta ta d'auko doguwar riga material wacce ta sha tsone work a iya ratsin brest dinta ta sanya .

Ta d'auki sallaya ta shimfid'a ta fuskanci gabas ta tada sallar azahar ,bayan ta idar , ta sake mikewa domin gabatar da la'asar d'an lokacinta tayi , duk yana nan kwance shima da ala'mun bashi da niyyar ce mata komai, cikin haka wayarsa ta d'auki k'ara ya bud'e idanunsa dake lumshe ,kana ya zaro wayar daga aljihun wandonsa ya d'auka yasoma amsa waya "shikenan okay i will try ..." shine kawai abinda kunnuwanta suka jiyo mata .

Bayan ta idar da sallah ,ta waigo ahankali inda yake kwance, nan taga wayam babu shi babu alamunsa, ta dad'e agurin zaune tana neman gafarar ubangijinta bisa abinda ta aikata a daren jiya tana kuka tana sake maimata , *allahumma anta rabbi laila a illa anta, khalaqatani wa'ana abduka, ana ala ahduka wa wahduka masta'atu auzubika min sharri ma'hsanahtu, abuhu laka bi nihmatika alaiya wa abuhu bi zanbi ,faga firli, fa inahu la yagfuruzzuba illa ant*

byn ta gama, mikewa tayi tsaye ahankali ta koma Kan gadonta ta jingina bayanta da pillow had'e da kallon ceiling d'akin still tana cikin fargaba,shigowar ummi yasa taji gabanta ya sake bada wani irin sautin bugawa, take yanayinta ya sauya, ta shiga kokuwa da numfashinta ,yayinda zuciyarta ta dinga dokawa tana tsalle tmkr zata fasa kirjinta tayo waje , ummi ta k'araso ta zauna kusa daita tana ta'ba gefen wuyanta , zuwa lokacin ba taji zafi kmr d'azu ba, dan hk ta sauke naunauyen ajiyar kana ta kira sunanta "muwaddat hakika d'azu naji matsananci tsoro ,har ma da faduwar gaba, nayi zato akanki wanda har yanzu hkn yaki barin zuciyata, sai dai wani bangare na zuciyata na karyata min hakan, sbd nasa ba zaki ta'ba aikata hkn gareni ba, duba ga yanayin tarbiyarki, "amman na rasa me yasa zuciyata tayi zargin wani abu attare dake, wanda ban ta'ba jin hkn ba sai yau....
" ko dan yanayin tafiyarki dana ga ta canza ne ban sani ba ...

da sauri ta had'eye abinda taji ya tsaya mata a makoshinta a tun shigowar ummi sannan ta yunkura ta sauko daga kan gadon tana takawa ahankali tace " ummi ki kwantar da hankalinki babu abinda ya samu tafiyata fa , kawai dai haka nima naji kafafuna sun rike d'azu , amman nafi tunanin zaman mota ne kalleni yanzu kigani ,ummi ki cire tunanin komai aranki domin bazan iya aikata hkn gareki ba ta k'arasa maganar cikin sheshekar kuka... .. ..

"numfashi ummi ta sauke tace "to shikenan bance min ki min kuka ba muje ki ci abinci , koma dai bari nasa baba mairo ta kawo miki nan ki ci Allah ya hutar da gajiya ,amman wallahi sai yanzu na d'an samu natsuwar zuciya, ta mike ta fice daga cikin d'akin zuciyarta na dokawa ,
ita kuma muwaddah ta sauke wata siririyar ajiyar zuciya tana godewa Allah daya rufa mata asiri.

kan gado ta fad'a tana mai runtse idanunta saboda azabar zafi , dauriya kawai tayi ta tsaya bisa kafafunta agaban ummi dan kawai ta kawar da zargin ummi akanta, dan tasan muddin bata daidaita yanayinta ba, ba k'aramin aikin ummi bane tayi asibiti daita domin duba lafiyarta ,
kafafunta ta mike ahankali kana ta janyo wayarta domin kiran 'yan gidansu, dan tunda ta shigo gidan batayi tunanin nemansu ba ,sai yanzu da taji abinda ummi tace , bayan mumy ta d'auki wayar suka gaisa tayi