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ta dinga complain knn har da kuka wani lkcn, yace "Forgive dem plss, na sha gaya maki wasa fa suke maki dear, they are just being lively in der momy's womb....." A fusace tace "Don ba kai ake yi ma ba shi yasa xaka ce haka..." Tashi tayi da kyar ta nufi kofar fita ya bi ta da kallo yana murmushi, shi bai taba ganin mai jin haushi idan abun cikinta yyi motsi ba sai a kan Samha, Danna bell aka yi gabansa ya fadi, ya mike ya nufi kofar, fatima dai ce tsaye da kawayenta biyu, Samha dake xaune balconyn don in dai ta koshi nan take xama ta juya tana kallonsa, ya hade rai yana kallon fatima yace "Ya aka yi?" Wani kallo tayi masa ta hade rai ita ma tace "Ummi tace a karbo mata makullin motar ka nata na gun mechanic" Bai ce komai ba can ya juya ya koma ciki, wani tsaki Samha ta ja ta mike xata wuce ciki, ita dai fatima bata ce komai ba, Salima tace "To fah, da wa kuma matar gidan take, dake dai ko fatima?" fatima tayi dariya tace "Ke nifa kallo kafurai basu ishe ni ba wllh, da dai musulmai ne yan uwana....." Ae ko rufe baki bata yi ba Samha ta fincikota ta sauke mata tagwayen mari kan kace me sai gashi ta yi kasan balcony da ita ta shiga nakadar ta, Ihun da Salima tayi ya ja hankalin Abuturrab dake daki ya rasa ynda xai fito da makulli kar Samha ta cinyesa, xaro ido yyi ganin abinda Samha ke wa fatima, su Salima sun kasa ta6uka komai a tsaye, ya sauka kasan ya janye Samha a fusace yace "Kee, Are you stupid, kina hauka ne xa ki hau ta da duka? Kina ma da hankali kuwa yarinyar nn?" Saketa yyi ganin da yyi fatima numfashinta na seize, Samha ta juya ta shige gida ta bar su a gun, dagota yyi ganin xata samu attack yayi part dinsu da ita da sauri, Ummi dake parlor tana ta jiran makulli ta mike tace "Subhanallah, ya aka yi?" Ya xaunar da ita kan kujera, kan yace komai Ummi ta wuce ciki don dauko mata inhaler, su Salima suka shiigo parlon, Ummi na fitowa ta mika ma Abuturrab inhalern tana kallon su Salima tace "What happened?" Salima ta tabe baki tace "Matarsa ce ta hau ta da duka" Shiru Ummi tayi tana kallonsu, bata kuma cewa komai ba, Abuturrab kam bai iya dagowa ya kalleta ba har fatima ta dawo dai dai sai dai kuma da sauri take breathing, Ummi ta kalli su Salima tace "Ku shiga da ita bedroom" suna wucewa daki, Abuturrab ya dago da kyar yace "Mami don Allah kiyi hakuri, i don't knw whats...." Katse sa tayi tace "Noo ba komai boy, it's okay bani makullin" mikewa yyi duk jikinsa yyi sanyi ya mika mata makullin ya juya ya fita, Daki ya tadda Samha fuskar nan nata a murtuke, cikin fushi yace "Kinga you should be careful Samantha, matsalar ki ya fara isana, a kan wani dalili xa ki kama yar mutane da duka, are you mad?" Ta kallesa a takaice tace "I am not" daga haka ta mike xata fice dakin ya fixgota a mugun fusace yace "Kee, ni kike ce ma you are not??" Kkrin kwace kanta ta shiga yi tana huci tace "How will i admit i am mad, da ina hauka xan baka sha'awa har kaji kana so na, har ka rabo ni da iyayena, har ka aureni, let go of me right away Aliyu" a tsawace ta kare maganan, daga nan ta dinga masa tsawan ya saketa tana kokuwa da shi, ba karamin daurewa yyi ba na ganin bai wanka mata mari ba, ya dunkule hannunsa jin irin urge din da hannun ke basa na ya wanketa da mari, ganin idan ya ci gaba da saurarenta baxai iya controlling kansa ba ya turata har sai da ta buge da bango ya fice daga dakin kamar wani xaki, ficewa gidan yyi gaba daya, rabon da yaji irin wnn bacin ran har ya mance, wani xugi xuciyarsa ke masa, fuskar nn tasa bbu alamar rahama ya dinga tafiya down the street, can ya sa hannu aljihunsa ko akwai kudi ya fiddo dari biyar ya nufi gun wani me kiosk dake kofar wani gida, kwalin cigarette ya nuna ma mai kiosk din ya dauka ya mika masa, karba yyi ya mika masa kudin ya dau lighter da ya gani ya bar gun, gida ya koma ya shige bedroom dinsa ya sa key ya bude taban ya fara abinda ya dde bai yi ba, Samha kam dama yana fita taci kukanta me isanta tayi karfin halin tashi ta dauko yar jaka ta fara xuba kayayyakin ta ciki, Abuturrab na gama xuke xukensa bacci ya daukesa, bai yi minti goma yana baccin ba karan wayarsa ya tada sa, ya bude ido da kyar yana kallon wayar, can ya mike xaune ya jawo wayar, har lkcn bai ji xuciyarsa ta dawo masa dai dai ba duk da yaji sauki ba kamar daxu ba, hajiya Mariya ce ke kiransa ya daga wayar ya amsa sallamarta snn ya gaisheta, tace "Ya naji muryar ka haka Aliyu are you okay" yace "am okay mum bacci nayi" tace "Samha fa" yayi shirun kusan second biyar snn yace "She's fine mum" Hajiya Mariya tace "Hajiya Hajarah tace min cikinta ya tsufa koh?" Yace "Ehh" tayi shiru kafin tace "Are you okay kuwa Aliyu?" Yace "Mum daga bacci na tashi ne" tace "Toh shkkn, Aliyu ina tunatar da kai ka rike azkar da tsayuwar dare, kayi ta addu'a son, i had a dream that's nt encouraging...." A takaice yace "In shaa Allah mum" tace "Sai mun yi waya, Allah yyi albarka a gaida Samha" "Ameen" kadai yace ya katse wayar ya mike ya shiga bathroom, yana fitowa ya bude kofar dakin dai dai lkcn da Samha ta fito daga daki da jaka, wani kallo yayi mata daga sama har kasa, ita ko ko kallonsa bata yi ba xata wuce ya fixgota, sai da ta girgixa da irin fixgar da yyi mata, cikin kaushin murya yace "If am nt mistaken ai ba da kaya kika shigo gidan nan ba". Bata kallesa ba ta sake jakar hawaye na sakko mata tace "Naji toh" turata yyi har sai da ta kusa faduwa ta juya ta bar wajen, ta nufi kofar parlor ta fice daga gidan, tafiya take har ta isa bakin titi, ba karamin daurewa tayi na ganin ta tsaida hawayen dake xuba mata ba, ta tsayar da adai daita, a hankali tace "Don Allah ka taimake ni ka kai ni tasha ban da kudi" Hawaye na sakko mata ta kare maganan, yace "Ba can nayi ba," daga haka ya ja adai daitansa, ta tsayar da adaidaita yafi biyar kafin ta samu wani bawan Allah da yace ta shiga, haka ya kai ta tashan tayi masa godiya snn ta wuce ciki, direct gun motar kano ta nufa, nan tayi ta tsayuwa ta rasa abin cewa tun ana tambayarta inda xata har aka kyaleta, wata Hajiya ce aka sauke a mota ta nufeta da sauri, tana kkrin mayar da hawayen idonta tace "Mumy don Allah ki taimaka ki biya min kudin mota bani da kudi" kallonta kawai dattijuwar ke yi, sai taji tausayinta a tunaninta yawon duniya ta fito yi, ta kalli uban cikin dake gabanta ta girgixa kai tace "Toh shiga" risinawa tayi tayi mata godiya snn ta shiga motar, matar ma ta shiga ta bada kudinsu, nn da nn motar ya cika suka dau hanyar kano.

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83.....

Har suka yi nisa Samha bata daina hawayen da take cikin motar ba, bbu wanda yasan abinda take don ta rufe fuskarta da hijab din jikinta, lkci lkci Hajiyan kan kalleta don tana gabanta ne, gajiya tayi da kukan ga wani yunwa da take ji, can bacci ya dauketa, sai kusan shidda suka isa kano, matar da ke gefenta ne ta tada ta don har an fara sauka a motar, ta bude ido da kyar ita ma ta fito daga motar ta tsaya tana kare ma park din kallo, can ta hango matar da ta biya mata kudin mota suka hada ido don kallonta matar take, a sanyaye ta karasa kusa da ita kanta a kasa tace "Mumy na gode, Allah ya saka da alkhairi" Hajiyar tace "Ameen, ya sunan ki yarinya?" Ta kalleta a hankali tace "Sunana Samha" Hajiyar tace "Kin taba xuwa kano kuwa Samha" Gyada mata kai Samha tayi, matar tace "Toh wani anguwa xa ki?" Wasu sabbin hawaye ne suka taru idonta, matar tace "Ina mijin ki?" Share hawayen tayi nan ma bata ce komai ba, wani bakin ciki yasa ta fashe da kuka sosai, matar tace "Subhanallah, ni bnce kiyi kuka ba Samha, ki fadi inda xa ki, xa a xo daukata sai in rage maki hanya ko kuma in baki kudin adai daita ki wuce" Matar bata kuma cewa komai ba ganin Samha ta ki bata amsa, ko minti biyar basu kara a tsaye ba wani mota ya shigo park din, dai dai inda Hajiyar ke tsaye motar ya tsaya, wani mutum da baxai wuce shekara 40 ba ya fito ya isa har inda take da fara'a yace "Sannu da isowa Umma, ya hanya" tace "Alhmdllh Ahmad...." daga haka ya bude mata back seat ta kalli Samha tace "Shiga...." sai a snn mutumin ya kalleta yace "Ohh bn kula tare ku ke ba, sannun ku da isowa" gaishesa Samha tayi ya amsa da fara'a yace ta shiga, sai da ta shiga motar snn Hajiya ta shiga ya rufe ya shiga maxaunin driver, tun da suka shiga motar Hajiyar ke ta hira da d'an nata, jin Samha bata ce xata sauka a ko ina ba yasa bata yi mata magana ba har suka iso gidansu dake Shagari qtrs, mutumin yyi horn gaban gate din wani babban gida mai gadi ya bude gate din, yana parking a space da aka tanadar don haka ya fito ya bude mahaifiyarsa ta fito snn Samha ma ta fito, wasu yan mata ne har su uku suka fito a daya daga part uku dake cikin babban compound din, can sai ga wata ma ta fito daga wani part din da yara uku, duk suka taho da murna gun matar, sai bayan da suka gaisheta snn matar da ta fito da yara uku ta kalli Samha tace "Sannun ku da xuwa, ya hanya" Samha ta kirkiri murmushi tace "Alhmdllh" sauran yan matan ma duk suka gaisheta da fara'a daga haka Umma tace su shiga ciki kafin a kira Magrib, babban parlor ne sosai duk suka xaxxauna Umma na kallon yar ta Farida tace "Farida ku shiga da ita ciki ta huta" Farida ta mike tana kallon Samha tace "Mu je Anty" mikewa Samha tayi ta bi bayanta suna shiga wani daki farida ta nuna mata gado tace "Xauna sai in hada maki ruwan wanka" daga haka ta shiga bathroom, ba a dau lkci ba ta fito ta ciro xani a Press dinsu ta mika ma Samha tace "Ki shiga" Samha ta karba a hankali tace "Na gode" daga haka ta shiga bayin, ko da ta fito har an kawo mata abinci, Sumayya ta dauko mata doguwar rigarta ta ajiye mata da man shafawa tace "Ga kaya nn" Samha tace "Toh nagode, xan yi sllh" Darduma yarinyar ta shimfida mata ta fita, la'asar tayi snn magrib don har an kira, tana xaune kan darduma mata me yara uku wanda da alama wanda ya dauko su a park ne mijinta ta shigo dakin da warmer tace "Sannu bakuwa" murmushi Samha ta kirkira ta kasa cewa komai, matar me suna Maryam ta ajiye warmern tace "Ki ci ynxu kar ya huce" Cikin sanyin murya Samha tayi mata godiya, Maryam ta fita, Sadiya ce ta shigo dakin, ita ma dai 'ya ce ga Umma ta gaida Samha tayi mata ya hanya snn ta fita, da kyar Samha ta mike ta shiga shiryawa, haka kawai hawaye ke xubar mata ta rasa dalili, ta gama sa kayan ta xauna kasa ta jinginar da kanta da gado, Sumayya ta shigo dakin tace "Baki xuba abincin ba Anty" durkusasawa tayi ta bude abincin ta shiga dibar mata, tana diba ta kai mata gabanta, ta dauko pepper soup din da Maryam matar yayanta ta kawo mata shi ma ta ajiye gabanta, Samha ta d'an yi murmushi tace "Baki gaya min sunanki ba" tace "Sunana Sumayya" Samha tace "Nagode Sumayya, ni sunana Samha" murmushi Sumayya tayi tace "Haba dai, welcm to our home samha" daga haka ta mike ta fita daga dakin, ba laifi Samha ta ci abincin sbda yunwar da take ji, da taji ta koshi ta kwantar da kanta jikin gado ta rufe ido, Sadiya ta shigo tace mata ta hau gado mana, mikewa tayi ta hau kan gadon. Tun da Samha ta bar gida Abuturrab ke kwance idonsa a lumshe, shi dai ba bacci yake ba ba komai ba, sai kusan karfe biyar a lkcn ya mike xaune, rike kansa da yyi masa nauyi yyi, ga wani ciwo da kan ke masa, ragowar tabarsa ya dauko ya xari daya ya kunna ya kai baki, me yasa yarinyar nn ke neman sa masa hawan jini da ciwon xuciya ne, can dai yyi karfin halin mikewa tsaye ya kashe sauran taban ya jefar ya fita daga dakin, duk da yasan bata dakin nata hakan bai hanasa tura kofa a hankali ba, he just don't want to believe da gaske barin gidan tayi, bbu kowa dakin as he already know, ya juya da kyar ya wuce parlor, nn ma tsaye yyi na kusan minti goma kmr yana jiran ganin billowanta, can ya nufi kitchen nn ma ya gama tsayuwarsa ya dawo parlorn ya xauna ya rike kai, kmr wanda aka tsikara ya mike da sauri yace "Noo" dakinsa ya koma xai dauka makullin mota sai ya tuna ae ya kai ma Ummi, fitowa yyi ya bar parlon ya fita compound, tafiya kawai yake amma wani juya masa kansa ke yi, ya nemi dakali ya xauna ya rike kan, ta ina xae xai fara nemanta, ita dai ba da kudi ta bar gidan ba, ba kuma kawaye gareta a garin ba, infact bata ma san kowa ba, tunanin hakan yasa shi mikewa da sauri, lkci daya hankalinsa ya tashi, to ina xata je haka, tafiya ya dinga yi har ya isa bakin titi, ganin he is just lost ya ciro wayarsa a aljihu ya shigw kiran Dr Shariff. Karfe goma da wani abu Sumayya ta shigo daki, ganin idon Samha biyu tace "Anty wai ki je in ji Umma" mikewa Samha tayi tace "Toh" Sumayya ta dauko mata hijab ta bata ta sa daga haka suka fita, Umma na bedroom dinta da yaranta maxa biyu Samha ta shigo da Sumayya, duk da manya ne su ma hakan bai hanasu gaida ta ba suka fita, Sumayya ma ta fita, Umma ta nuna mata gefen gado ta xauna, ta xauna kanta a kasa, Umma tace "Samha xan maki tambaya, but what i hate in my life is lying, kar ki min karya, kar kuma ki ji komai ki bn amsan tambayar da xan maki" Samha ta kasa dago kanta cikin sanyin murya tace "Toh" Umma tace "Kina da miji?" Kasa cewa komai Samha tayi sai hawaye, Umma tace "Nace kar ki ji komai ki min magana" fashewa da kuka tayi, Umma bata hanata ba tayi mai isarta tayi shiru, Umma tace "Answer me now" cikin sarkewar murya tace "Ina da shi Mumy" Umma tace "Na fa ce maki ban da karya" ta dago hawaye na sakko mata cikin sanyin murya tace "Ba karya nake ba Mumy" Umma tace "Toh yana ina?" A hankali tace "Gombe" Umma tace "Toh me ya faru kika bar gida?" Tana share hawayenta tace "Bana son sa kuma, ina son komawa gun iyayena" umma tace "Baki son sa? Yayi maki wani abun ne, kuma ko kin koma gun iyayen naki su ma ba barin ki xa su yi ba, ki kalli condition din ki fa, ki gaya min gskyan me ya sa kika baro gidan" tace "Mum idan na koma gun parent dina they will be happy that i am back duk da nasan i failed them...." Ta fashe da kuka sosai tace "Mum i wish i can start my life all over again, though m nt regretting coz everything happen for my good, but i wish ba ta wnn hanyar Allah ya nuna min *Noorul Huda* ba" Umma ta dafa shoulder dinta da tausayi tace "Kar ki yi Sa6o Samha, kuma nace kar ki min karya kuma kin min, baki da aure knn koh?" Ta rufe kanta jikinta tana kuka sosai tace "Allah ina da aure Mum, but i got married with out d knowledge of my parent, i chose a man over dem, a muslim for that matter" dagota Umma tayi da mamaki tana kallonta, Tana girgixa kai tace "I was born nd brought up in a Christian home, my name is Samantha...." Kallon Mamaki Umma ke mata ta rasa abun cewa, a hankali Samha ta ci gaba tace "I chose Aliyu a muslim over my parent...." Nan da nn jikin Umma yyi sanyi sosai, ynxu fa sai tace Aliyun yaudaranta yyi, kila ma tace sakinta yyi, nan da nan ranta ya baci ba kadan ba, me yasa xai 6ata ma islam suna haka, me yasa xai ci amana yyi betraying trust dinta yana matsayin musulmi, Samha ta sunkuyar da kai hawaye kam yaki tsaya mata, Umma ta riko hannayenta a hankali tace "Tell me about everything daughter.... Islam is nt d way you r thinking right now, share ur story with me" Samha ta gyada mata kai har lkcn hawaye na xuba idonta, a hankli ta soma bata labarin farkon haduwarsu da Aliyu.Umma sai kallonta take tana saurarenta with much interest, Samha bata dakata ba sai da ta kai har karshe, ta fashe da kuka sosai tace "Mum kinga ya min gorin ni na biyosa ae, ya kuma min gorin bn je gidansa da komai ba, ae wnn ba halin musulmai bane...." Rufe bakinta Umma tayi cike da tausayinta tana girgixa kai tace "You don't say anything about Aliyu now, but all this while me yasa ki ka ki karban islam gashi kina sllh, let this nt make you have doubt for islam Samha, rayuwar Antyn ki Maryam bai baki sha'awa, is der anything in islam that's nt good bayan ki cire abinda Aliyu yyi maki, kinsan a ko wani addini akwai dakikai...." A hankali Samha tace "Mum xan karba islam amma ba don na taba auren musulmi ba, xan karbi islam ba don Antyna ba ko kakana, sai don Allah, da abubuwa da dama da musulmai suka min, na shiga hannun musulmai da dama Mum, ban san ynda xan fadi maki kirkinsu da karramci ba which ba kowa ke haka ba a addinin iyayena don basu yrda da kansu ba balle wani, Mum tun daga kan Aunt din Aliyu... duk da addininmu ya sha bambam iyakar son da xata ma d'an da ta haifa ta nuna min, tana daya daga jerin mutanen da baxan mance ba a rayuwata, ban taba ganin mahaifiyarsa ba amma indai suka yi waya ita ma takan ce ya bani mu gaisa duk da rabata da d'an ta da nayi hakan bai sa ta ji haushi na ba, mum mun xauna a rigar fulani da muka bar kano, the muslims we met der where more than kind, sun yi accommodating dinmu ba tare da sanin daga inda muka fito ba ko inda xa mu, basu san xuciyar mu ba amma a haka suka xauna da mu which ba lallai d'an uwana Christian yyi min haka ba, muka je gombe.... Ummi ta min abinda ko wacce ta haifeni sai haka, ta rike ni kmr yar ta, bata taba kyamatata ba a matsayin wacce ba musulma ba, i knw i can never forget her too, haka ma yarinyar ta khadija, fatima kuma nasan mijina take so shi yasa take min abinda take yi, gun ta da sisters din Aliyu kadai na samu matsala su ma kuma ban ga laifinsu ba don if i where to be in der shoes iyakar abinda xan yi knn don na raba jini ba abun wasa bane, a zaria ma na xauna da musulmai da basu san ni ba ban san su ba su ma kuma sun min karamci ba kadan ba, Sai gashi na hadu da ke yau mum, baki san ni ba baki taba ganina ba kika taimakeni tun a tasha, bai tsaya iya nn ba har sai da kika kawo ni gidanki baki damu da ki fara bincike kafin ki yrda in shiga gidan ki ba, sai gashi gaba daya yaranki basu san ni ba, amma suka dauke ni kamar yar uwa duk a rana daya cikin kankanin lkci, dubi ynda kika xauna kina saurarata da xuciya daya baki yi tunanin ko karya nake maki ba kin kuma yarda dari bisa dari, Mum with this i knw islam rahama ne, musulmai daban suke a duk inda suke.... Kuma duk inda na xauna bbu wanda ya taba tilasta ni inyi addininsa ko da wasa, har shi kansa Aliyun, wanda da Christian home ne da tuni an fara fita da ni church, i wil be very proud to be among you, amma ni baxan komawa gun Aliyu ba, i prefer going back to my parent in ma kasheni ne su yi, but na bar Christianity da dadewa a xuciyata, na kuma dade da fadin La'ila ha illallah....." hawaye take sosai ta kai karshe, Umma ta jawota jikinta tana murmushi ita ma idonta ya kada sosai tace "Am happy for you Samha, amma ki yafe ma Aliyu, kinsan duk d'an adam ajizi ne...." Girgixa kai tayi tace "Na yafe masa Mum, ae ya min abinda baxan manta ba amma ni na hakura bana auren kuma, kilan rabon inyi converting ne Allah ya hada mu, don naji har cikin raina bna sonsa kuma, ba kuma yau na fara jin haka ba, for the past 3month nake jin hakan...." Umma tayi shiru kafin tace "Toh dama kana kishin abinda baka so" murmushi Samha tayi tace "Mum da gaske bna son sa yanxu, bna ma son in gansa"

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By khaleesat Haiydar📚✍🏻

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Rudewa Mami tayi ganin aman jini yake tayi k'asa da shi ta dinga kiransa tana jijjigasa cikin tashin hankali, Abba tsaye yyi yana kallonsa da mamaki ya kasa cewa komai, Ramla da Ilham suka sakko jin muryar Mami, wani ihu suka saki a tare, Ramla ta taho da gudu ta durkusa ta rikesa ita ma cikin kuka tace "Ya Turab, Mami me ya same sa, dubi aman jini yake fah" juyawa Abba yyi ya koma parlor ya dau waya ya shiga kiran doctor dinsa. A yau litinin Samha ta xamo daya daga cikinmu bayan an yi duk abinda musulunci ya tanadar kafin yin hakan, wato dai ta amshi kalmar shahada, yanda Umma tayi farin ciki a wannan rana sai ka rantse ta hada abu da ita ne, shi kansa mai gidan ta Alhaji Ibrahim da abokansa biyu sai yaransa maxa gaba daya sun yi farin ciki da lamarin suka kuma yi mata fatan alkhairi suka kuma yi mata addu'ar Allah yasa ta dauwama a islam, shawarwarin da ya kamata suka bata suka kuma yi mata nuni da sai ta kauda kai a duk abinda xata gani gun yan uwanta nan gaba, sauran kuma suka bar ma Hajiya Halima, nan ita ma ta bata nata shawarar, sun jima sosai a parlon da umma bayan barin su maigidanta, ita dai Samha na xaune kanta a kasa, har lkcn ta rasa dalilin kukan da take, Umma tace "Bana son kukan nan daughter, ain't you happy?" Tana share hawayenta a hankali tace "I am" Umma tace "Good, kar ki sake xubda hawayenki, Allahu na tare da ke, kuma shine gatan ki xai kuma ji6anci duk al'amuran ki" kai