You Cannot Download this book untill you login but you can read it .

---

Login Register

da babbar
aminiyarta kuma makotansu wato jidda khalifa
yashigo tare da sallama fuskarsa a tsuke yake
amsa musu gaisuwa yace "ina hajiya? "
Jiddah tace "tana gaisawa da ba'ki a sit room
d‹in baba.
Yace "to idan ta fito kice mama ta ce maganar
sa'kon nan zatayi mata waya yanzu dai bai samu
ba ni sauri nake ba zan iya jira tafito ba.
Bai saurari abinda za suce ba ya fice su ma
basuyimagana ba ya ga toh dasuka hada baki
suka fada lokaci guda.
Bayan Fitarsa jiddah tadubi umi tana murmushi
tace "Oh ni tunda nake ban taba ganin mutum
mai jin kai da isa irin yaya khalifa ba ko dan yana
ganin ya had'u ne.
Ummi tayi ajiyar zuciya tace "lallai kam ba abinda
yake sashi ta'kama wanda yawuce haduwarsa sai
kuma dukiyar mahaifinsa wadda yake takama da
ita kina ganin duk tsadar mota khalifa zai hauta
da zarar an shigo da mota sabuwar yayi 'kasar
nan komi tsadarta abbabnsa zai siya masa ya
hau, kuma dan wani karin jin kai da alfahari ma
ba zai yawo a mota d'aya ba sai ya jera motoci
goma yana tsakiya tare da abokansa yana homa
daga bisani ne surutu yayi yawa a dangi da
abokan abbansa ya tsawatar masa a kan yadaina
fita da motoci da yawa haka shi ne yanzu yake
fita da motoci biyu ko uku.
Jiddah tace "duk abinda yayi ya yi daidai don ya
isa yayin, ni kam yaya khalifa yana matukar
burgeni ina mai ba ki shawara ummi in har za ki
iya shiga zuciyarsa kada kibari ya subuce miki.
Ummi tayi ajiyar zuciya tace "jiddah kin san dai
yaya khalifa kuma kinsan yadda rayuwarsa take,
nima kinsan gwargwadon wayewata da fahimtarki
da rayuwa kina ganin zan iya shiga xuciyarsa ina
nufin kina ganin ina da nagartr da zai so ni?
Jiddah tace ummi kina da kyau kuma kina da
wayewa, meye zai gagareki idan kika bar wannan
damar tawuce miki za kiyi nadama.
Ummi ta jima tana nazari kanta na 'kasa tace
kada kijefa min damuwa a zuciyata kan abinda
samuwarsa gareni zaiyi wahala.
Jiddah tace "idan kika sa wa zuciyarki damuwa
akan samuwar khalifa gareki to lallai wahala zai
zame miki, yayin da idan kika sa wa zuciyarki
abu ne mai sauki mai sauki ne kada kidamu da
jin kan yaya khalifa ko haduwarsa da takamarsa
kina da hanyar da za ki iya mallakar zuciyarsa
cikin sauki mata irinmu da ba mu da alaka ta jini
tsakaninmu shi ne zai mana wahalar samuwa ke
kuwa uwa daya uba daya iyayanku suke gdanku
gdansu ne haka gdansu gdanku ne, kitashi tsaye
ki mallaki miji na fita kunya mijin da za a iya
shiga dashi ko ina a kalleku bayan kyau ga dukiya
ga uwa uba ilimi ba jiya kikace min zai tafi
germany karatun likita ba?
Cikin sanyin murya ummi tace "jiddah na yi
mamakin wannan magana ta ki sai jace kin shiga
zuciyata, wlh jiddah tun kafin in mallaki hankalin
kaina insan waye namiji insan menene so nake
matukar so da sha'awar yaya khalifa duk sanda
na ganshi nadinga kwatantashi a matsayin mijina
abinda yas nakasa kusantar kaina gareshi sbda
miskilancinsa kina gani ko gaisawa akayi sama
sama yake amsawa, ban taba gaida khalifa ya yi
min murmushi ba al'amarin har tsoro yake ba ni,
amma khalifa shi ne nakema son dana tabbTar
babu wani d'a namiji da zanwa ko da rabin son
danake masa, tabbas a wannan rana kin fama
min inda ke min 'kai'kayi a da na kwantarwa da
zuciyata soyayyarsa dake raina amma yau kin
tayar min da ita insha Allahu sai inda karfina
yakare xan nemi soyayyar yaya khalifa bakin raina
zanyi duk abinda zan iya don ganin na mallake
shi ba zanyi sakaci wata d'iya mace tarabani
dashi ba ko ta halin 'ka'ka.
Tami'ke a hankalin ta tsaya gaban madubin dake
bango tana kallon kanta tun daga sama har kasa,
doguwar rigace a jikinta wadda tafito da zahirin
suffar jikinta, gashin kanta ya sauka har gadon
bayanta, kamar yadda take doguwa mai kyau siffa
tana daga cikin abinda yake dauker hankalin
maza tare da ummi shi ne gogewar fatarta, ba
fara bace 'kal 'kal amma tana da haske sosai,
fuskarta tanada daukar hankalin mai kallonta,
sannan tana da daukar dressing in dai za tasa
kaya sai sun amsheta sbda ba zai yiwu tasa
kayan dabasu dace da kalar jikinta ba, haka duk
d'inkin dazatayi sai ta tabbatar zaiyi mata kyau
sbda ita Allah ya yi ta da iya zabar kaya dan shi
kanshi telanta daban ne shi yake mata tsala
tsalan dinkuna nagani, duk kayan daza tasa sai
an tabbatar an yi matching dan a birge ai kuwa
tana birgewar, ko a salon iya tsara magana aka
tsaya musamman ummi za tatafi da imanin
mutum yatsaya yasaki baki yana kallonta yadda
za kaga tana tsara xance daya bayan daya mai
shiga cikin wannan ne yasa takeda mutane a gida
da makaranta, hatta malamansu sun santa kan
tsananin iyayinta da son gayu duk kudin da
hajiyarta tasamu akan sayawa ummi sutura mai
tsada da kayan kwalliya suke tafiya kowanne kya
sai an hada mai mayafi, takalmi da fashion don
ace dai an yi kyau.
Ummi tana matukar jin kanta ba kowani d'a
namiji take kulawa ba duk da dumbin masoyan
dake nuna mata zahirin kauna ba wani d'a namiji
daya taba burgeta sai yaya khalifa.
**************
Jidda ce kawai ta 'kud da 'kud kuma aminiya ga
ummi tun suna yara ba ajin kansu kasancewar
katanga ce kadai taraba gdansu kafin rasuwar
mahaifin ummi baida abokin shawara kamar
aminin daya wuce babansu jiddah shi ne dalilin
dayasa zumuncin na su yakara kwari, duka
makarantun dasuke zuwa guda uku a kowacce
rana duka ajinsu daya kullum tare suke wuni babu
abinda yake rabasu sai bacci, kullum shawararsu
daya banbancinsu shi ne jiddah ta fi ummi tanada
tsiwa da jin kai da raina mutane, yayin da jiddah
ke da girmama mutane da gudun zuciya.
Iyayan jiddah hamshakan masu kudi ne su biyu
suka haifa daga ita sai yayanta Habibullah wanda
yake kasar england karatu, itama jira suke
takammala secondary su fidda ita kasar waje tayi
karatun ta na jami'a dukda cewa ta ce babu inda
za taje sai fa in za a hadasu da aminiyarta ummi,
lokacin data fadi haka mominta ta yi murmushi
ne tace "jiddah manya, jiddah aminiyar ummi,
idan har ummi da iyayanta sun amince za ta
outside karatu mai zai hana dady dinta yabiya
mata insha Allahu indai kinga ummi baku tafi tare
da ita ba ,ita ko iyayanta suka ce ba za ta ba.
Cikin tsananin farin ciki jiddah tashigo gdansu
ummi dagudu ta isketa cikin dakin hajiya tana
kwance bisa gado tana karatun littafin hausa
tafisge littafin ta watsar tace "Albishirinki.
Ummi ta lumshe ido tace "kina burgeni jiddah
sbda koyaushe ina ganin ki cikin nishadi da
wahala mutum ya fahimci wata damuwa a
zuciyarki.
Tace 'hakane ummi ban cika sa wani abu a
azuciyata ba ballantana yadameni ina daukar
raywa da sauki dan kada in dami zuciyata zuwa
nayi in gaya miki insha Allahu idan mun gama
secondary tae za mu tafi outside karatu.
Ummi tayi shiru batace komi ba fuskarta ko
walwala babu ballantana tanunawa jiddah ta ji
dadin maganarta, itama jiddar gimtse far'arta ayi
tace "ummi yaya ni dana taho da batu mai dadi
gareki ina mai gaggawar yi miki albishir sai inga
fuskarki ta ahiga damuwa kamar wadda tazo miki
da labarin tashin hankali ?
Ummi tayi doguwar ajiyar zuciya tace "jiddah ba
wai farin cikine banyi ba ba yadda za ayi ayiwa
mutum albishir irin wannan yakasa farin ciki sai
dai inason kiyi hakuri jiddah na gode kwarai da
gaske da kaunar dakike min wadda tasa har kike
jin ba za ki iya tafiya wani gari kiyi rayuwa babu
ni ba, iyayanki suka amince miki akwai haka tare
Dacewa kudi za su kashe ba na wasa ba, babu
inda za ayi haka sai in akwai kauna mai yawa
kuma kauna wadda take ta gaskiya sbda Allah to
sai dai inda gizo ke sakar shi ne jiddah kiyi
hakuri, zuciyata ta yi nisan kiwo a cikin soyayyar
yaya khalifa, ba zai yiwu bayan kammala
secondaru din mu in bar kasar nan zuwa wata
kasa ba ba tare da na san matsayina a zuciyarsa
ba.
Ba tare dani ba duka hanyar da ta dace nabi don
in nemi soyayyarsa ba don in nemawa kaina
masauki na din din din a zuciyarsa.
Tagyara zama har yanzu idanuwanta na kallon
jiddah taci gaba da fadin "jiddah zuciyata tana
yiwa yaya khalifa wani irin so wanda ban taba
tunanin akwai irin son a duniya ba, ba zan iya
bayyana miki irin yadda nake jin ciwon sonsa a
zuciyata ba.
Kullum dashi nake kwana in tashi kullum
soyyayarsa karuwa take a zuciyata ban kuma
samu mafita ba akan yadda zan bullowa lamarin
har gashi tafiyarsa germany ta matso.
Tun a yanxu ban samu mafita ba inaga in yatafi
tafiyar dazata dauke shi shekaru hudu.
Ina matukar tausayawa rayuwata jiddah ban san
halin da zuciyata za takasnce ba yayin dana rasa
yaya khalifa.... .
Jiddah takamo hannunta cikin tausaya wa tace
"ki kwantar da hankalinki ummi in dai yaya
khalifa mijinki ne da izinin Allah za ki aure shi, in
har baki auri khalifa ba to Allah ne bai kaddara
aure ba ba za ayi ba, shi ne amfanin daukar
rayuwa dasauki.
Ummi hakika na san yaya khalifa miji ne abin so
gakowacce irin d'iya mace kowa cece ita kuwa,
ko ni kaina din nan abinda yasa nake nesanta
kaina daga burgewar da yake min na san ya yi
min nisa ne ba zan same shi ba, ke din ma
bansan za ki tsanantawa zuciyarki matsananciyar
soyayyarsa har tashafi duk rayuwarki ba, da tun
farko ban zungure ki da maganarsa ba, ko
dacewa kina sonsa daman chan a baya tun kafin
in tuntubeki da maganar amma tuntubar danyi
miki ita tajefa ki a wannan damuwar.
Ummi ina mai ba ki shawara ta gaskiya akan ki
dauki rayuwa dasauki duk abinda kika zafafa shi
zafi zaiyi gareki Kuma ba wanda zai dagawa hnkli
sai ke din.
Ki cigaba da fafutuka akan neman soyayyar yaya
khalifa har kiga kin aure shi amma dan Allah
kada kibari damuwa ta lalata miki tunani ki
dogara ga Allah sai komi yazo miki dasauki.
Ummi bata kara cewa da jiddah komi ba har aka
fara kiraye kirayen sallan magriba tayi mata
sallama takoma gdansu, dakyar tatashi tayi
sallah taci gaba da zama a daki kan daddumar
datayi sallah tana jan carbi tayi tagumi idanunta
sunyi jawur.
Hajiya hauwa taahigo dakin ta sha adon ta kamar
yadda tasaba kai bakace ita ta ajiye manyan
samari irin su hassan ba, mace ce mai son gayu
shi yasa ummi ke samun daurin gindin gayu da
kece raini a gunta.
Tayi sororo tana kallon diyar tata tace "ummi wai
lafiya kike kuwa kwana biyun nan kin sauya ko ba
ki da lfya ne?
Ummi tadago ido zuciyarta ba dadi tace "hajiya
zauna kiji wata magana.
Dasauri tazauna ummi tace "hajiya barin kashi a
ciki ba ya maganin yunwa, yau zan fayyace miki
damuwata dan kisamo min mafita a cikinta,
hajiya zuciyata ta kamu da tsananin son yaya
khalifa inaso kigaya min hanyar dazanbi yasoni.
Hajiya tadafe kirji tare da fiddo ido tace "ummi
kinsan maganar dakike fada kuwa? a duniya kirsa
wanda za ki so sai khalifa?
Kara gaya mini ko dai ba khalifan dana sani ba
kika ce kina so?
Ummi tamatso kusa dai tadora kanta akan
cinyarta tace "hajiya babu wani khalifa dazan yi
magana akansa wanda yawuce na mu ba zan iya
raba zuciyata da son sa ba kuma ba na bakin ciki
da son da zuciyata ke masa insha Allahu ba xanyi
nadama ba mafita ce ban sani ba ita nakeso
kisanar dani hajiyta.
************
Maganarta tadamu hajiya hauwa yau dai ba ta
son mahaifiyar khalifa haka shi kansa khalifan ba
kaunarsa take ba, a daran takira kanwarta hajiya
sauda wadda ita ke binta ko gaisawa bata bari
sunyi ba tace "saude tashin hankali ne ya saman
a daran nan.
Hajiya saude tace "har gabana ya fad'i "meya
faru yaya hauwa?
Tace "wai ummi tarasa wanda takeso sai wannan
yaron mai shegen girman kan tsiya wanda ko
kallo mutane basi ishe shi ba.
Hajiya sauda tace "wai waye ne ?duk kin rikitani.
Hajiya hauwa taja dogon numfashi cikin takaici
tace "waye in banda khalifa.
Hajiya sauda tace "to sai me dan ummi ta ce duk
duniya babu wanda takeso sai khalifa, kada kibani
kunya mana yaya hauwa kamar ba ke ba ko in ce
kamar ba mu ba?
Hajiya hauwa tace "uhm saude dole hankalina
yatashi kina kallo fa yadda rayuwar yaron nan
yake, ko kallo mutane basu ishe shi ba, gaisuwa
da yake mana ma dan ya zama dole ne a gareshi,
in banda haka khalifa bamu isa yagaidamu ba ni
kam ba khalifa da uwarsa na tsanesu ba zan taba
kaunarsu ba shiyasa da ummi tabudi baki tace
min ba ta da gwani wanda yawuce khalifa hankali
na yayi mugun tashi nayi gaggawar kiranki a
waya dan musan abin yi.
Hajiya sauda tayi murmushi tace "Allah sarki yaya
hauwa ni ko da kika gaya min maganar nan sai
naji zuciyata ta yi 'kal 'kal, na jima banji maganar
data faranta min rai irin wannan ba.
Hajiya hauwa tayi tsaki tace "ke da Allah ana ga
yaki ke kina ga kura me za muyi khalifa, yarinyarn
nan ummi duk dan abinda na samu a gun kayan
kwalliya suke tafiya don dai musamu gallelen
alhajin birni mu darje amma ta lalace kan khalifa,
wannan sangartaccen yaron da bai san yafita
neman na sa ba sai dai dukiyar ubansa dasuks
jiku a ciki shi da uwarsa.
Hajiya hauwa tace, "to sai me idan khalifa bai
nnemi na sa ba sai na ubansa? dama me muke
nema ne? burin mu dama aibai wuce musamu
wani ba ko d'an wani, to bamu samu wanda yake
wanin ba ai a karan kansa sai dan wani to
dawani da d'an wani in dai za mu shaki dukiya ai
mu burinmu ya cika.
Hajiya saude tayi ajiyar zuciya tace "to in banda
abinki saude taya za mu iya mallakar wannan
yaron mai masifar girman kan tsiya, zancan
danake miki fa a satin dazai kama idan Allah ya
kaimu zai tafi germany karatu sai ya yi shekaru
hudu zai dawo, na ji uban abban hajiya yana
gayawa jummai wai so yake yazama cikakken
likitan mata, don haka karatu yakeso yayi a
germany mai zurfi. wlh saude idan kinji kudin da
muhammadu yakashe akan wannan tafiyar na
khalifa sai kin rike baki sai hankalina ya kasa
karba inda zai zauna ma tsawon wannan
shekarun hudun da aka zuba akan su ya ishe irin
mu mumore mun gama arziki a duniya dai.
Wai amma jummai maimakon tai mashi fada
yarage kashe kudi haka akan khalifa sai fadi take
ya yi daidsi.
Hajiya saude tayi murmushi tace "to ko anan za
kisan lallai auran ummi da khalifa shi zaisa mu
mallake dukiyar alhaji muhammadu cikin sauki
kinsan ana cewa daka haifa gwamna gwara
kahaifi matar gwamna saita kawo maka gwamna
har gida sai ka shekara kana yawan neman ganin
gwamna ma baka ganshi ba amma idan kabi
takan matarsa lokaci guda sai kaganshi ba tare
da ka samu matsala ba sbda ita mace mace ce
daban take, yanzu idan muka bi duk hanyar data
dace gun cusa ummi a zuciyar khalifa shikenan
mun mallaki khalifa, idan muka mallaki khalifa sai
yadda mukayi dashi ko uwarsa bata isa tayi
yadda takeso ba sai mu din dai.
Da ba a so muci arzikin slhaji muhammadu kinga
munci dan bakin ciki sai dai yamutu.
Kuma anan ne za mu fanshe haushin da mukeji
na hajiya maijidda uwar khalifa, tana ji tana gani
za mu aurawa khalifa ummi za mu mallake shi
'kaf shi da dukiyar uban na sa tunda dama alhaji
muhammad ba shi da tunani sai khalifa, idan
ummi ta auri khalifa shi kuma zai kasance ba shi
da tunani sai na ummi sai yadda mukayi dashi da
dukiyar ta shi, hajiya maijidda tazama yar kallo
yadda tamaida mu yan kallo mu da dukiyar dan
uwanmu ba mu da iko akanta muna gefe sai
abinda aka sammana me zai hana muyi farin ciki
akan soyaygar da ummi ke wa khalifa, wannan
itace hanya daya tilo da burinmu zai cika kuma
za mu nunawa maijidda ita ba komi bace hancin
gauta ce bata isa komi a miya ba.
Hajiya hauwa tace "tabdijam amma fa kinyi tunani
saude shi yasa ake cewa mai shawara ba ya
aikin banza, tabbas gaskiya kika fada sai dai
abinda nake jinjinawa shi ne tayaya za mu
mallaki khalifa kidinga tuna masifar jin kansa fa.
Hajiya saude tace "kash yaya hauwa ni kunya
nakeji kamarki wannan maganar kalaman nuna
karaya da gazawa suna fitowa daga bakinki,
khalifan banza khalifan wofi har meye shi, wa
yayi ma ballantana yafi wani ko za murasa zanin
daurawa sai mun mallaki khalifa, sai mun shiga
ko ina zamu shiga dan mu tura ummi gdan
khalifa, matakin farko dazamu fara dauka shi ne
ummi za takoma gdansu khalifa dazama, hikimar
yin hakan shi ne a matsayinta tamace wadda
takai mace muka dade muna koyar da ita kissa
da kisisinar jan hankalin namiji tabi hanyar duk
data dace tafara kafa gwamnatin ta a zuciyar
khalifa kafin tafiyarsa germany a wadannan
gajerun kwanakin 'kididdigaggu, ko yaya ne mu
tabbatr khalifa ya bar kasar nan ne da tunanin
ummi ba wai soyayyarta ba.
Kafa soyayya a zuciyar wanda kwata kwata
hankalinka ba ya kansa abu ne mai wahala sai a
hankali, lamari ne da ba ayi masa gaggawa a
cikin lamari irin wannan to ko shakka babu ba zai
ci nasara ba, ana kaddara cewa mutanen dasuke
cin nasarar abubuwan dasuka sa gaba na rayuwa
su ne masu hakuri a dukkan lamarinsu.
Sbda ita nasara kafad'a da kafad'a suke tafiya da
hakuri, ballantana lamari irin wannan ba abu bane
mai wahala amma fa ga mace datasan abinda
take wadda takaranci halayyar d'a namiji, kada ki
jinjinawa ummi jin kan khalifa har jikinta yayi
sanyi, ki kashe mata guiwar taji cewa ba za ta
iya ba ,ko da tanajin cewa ita d'iya mace ce da
za ta iya jan hankalin d'a namiji ko waye shi,
idan kika jinjina al'amarin itama girmama zaiyi a
zuciyarta daga nan sai ta kasa yin komi sai
asarar tashafe mu baki d'aya.
Amma idan kika nuna mata ba kowane khalifa
face namiji kamar kowa shikenan saita ka ra
samun kwarin guiwar kokarin janyo hankalinsa
har muyi nasara.
Yadda za ayi takoma gdansu khalifa da zama
kuwa wannan sai idan Allah ya kaimu wayewar
gari gobe lfya idan nazo sai musan abin yi.
***************
Ba kowa a gidan sai fatima ita kadai, sauran
kannanta suna makaranta yayin da goggonsu Abu
tatafi barkan haihuwa da akyi musu, ta karasa
tankadan garin tuwon datake takai kitchen
tashare gidan tadora ruwan tuwon sannan
takoma kan tabarma tadauki wani littafi na
addu'a tana dubawa maisuna Du'a'ul mustajaba.
Zuwa can ta ajiye ta kwantar danta kan pillow
tana tunanin auran da za ayi mata da malam
musbahu nan da lokaci kadan har yanzu dai
malam bai yanke lokacin da za ayi bikin ba haka
zalika musbahu bai taba kiranta da sunan zancan
ba, kunyarta yakeji kamar yadda ita matake
bala'in jin kunyarsa, kafin malam yafurta cewa
zai hada su aure, malam musbahu ba wanda yafi
shiri da shi a yaran gdan sai ita, tun tana karama
musbahu ya fi kaunarta fiye da kowani d'a a
gidan nan duk abinda yasamu kafin yaba kowa
sai ya ba ta har sai da mutane suka shiga zargin
ko dai son ta yakeyi, ganin bai furta ba yasa aka
watsar haka itama take bala'in kaunarsa tun
lokacin da bata sani ma musbahu ba dan gdansu
baneballantana data mallaki hankalin kanta
tagane musbahu maraya ne yahadu da zaluncin
matar kawunsa har malam ya amshi ragamar
rigimar rikonsa, sai tausayinsa yasa take ka ra
kaunarsa suka rike shi tamkar dan gdansu, in
banda wannan lokaci da malam yake gayan mata,
da ya gayawa mutanensa cewa zai ba wa malam
musbahu auran diyarsa fatima sannan dayawa
wasu suka san ba malam bane yahaifi musbahu
ba sbda yadda malam din da ita goggo Abu din
da yayansu ke matukar ji da musbahu shi ma
haka yazamo dan halak agaresu ya sadaukar da
rayuwarsa gaba daya gun soyayya a garesu,
kyautata musu tamkar su suka haife shi, koda
yake ako da yaushe yana gayawa malam cewa
bai taba kaunarsa a matsayin iyayan riko ba
kullum a matsayin mahifa yake daukarsu wanda
ba shi da kamarsu a duk fadin duniyar nan kamr
yadda yake da tabbacin suma haka suka dauke
shi, rayuwa suke a gdan mai dadin gaske ga shi
dai ba su da abin duniya sai rufin asirin Allah,
abinda yakesa suke jin dadin rayuwa shi ne
girmama junansu da kaunar juna da ake sbda
Allah da tarbiyyar data ratsa duk d'an dayake na
gidan ne, nisan da fatima tayi cikin tunani yasa
har ruwan data d'ora bisa wuta ydinga tafsa
tamanta dashi sannan mutum na tsaye a kanta
bataji takunsa a lokacin daya shigo ba ballantana
sallamar da yayi mata saida yatsuguna gabanta
yace "fatima wani irin tunani kike haka kina
yarinya karama mai kankantar shkaru haka ina ke
ina wannan tunani?
Kafin yagama rufe baki fatima tatashi dagudu
jikinta na rawa za ta shige daki, musbahu ya
mike shima yana murmushi yatare kofar dazata
shiga yana murmushi yace "fati haka za mu
zauna koda yaushe kina guduna kamar dodo
tunda malam yace ya ba ni ke ban kara magana
dake ba ko gaida ni ba kya zuwa kiyi ina dalili.
kan fatima na kasa kamar za ta nutse a gun sbda
kunya, tarufe fuskarta da tafukan hannayenta
yace "je ki kigama tuwon kuma kada ki kona
mana tuwo amma fa lallai yau ke za ki kawo
mana tuwo ni da abokina mansur, idan har bazaki
kawo mana da kanki ba ba na cin tuwon, idan
kinyi kada ki aiko dashi zan kwana da yunwa, bai
saurari abinda za tace ba yafice yabarta tsaye
kamar an zare mata jijiyoyin jikinta tana kallon
yadda ruwa ke tafarfasa akan wuta amma ta
kasa tashi tayi talge, hankalin fati ya tashi kwarai
da gaske idanunta suka cika da kwalla har ji tayi
kirjinta ya yi mata nauyi numfashinta yana sama
sama kamar zai dauke .
Tun tasowar fatima babu wani d'a namiji daya
taba cewa yana sonta ta amsa mai ballantana
maganar soyayya ta had'a ta dashi shekarunta
goma sha shida da haihuwa ajinta hudu a
secondary, tun tana shekara sha biyar ake cewa
ana sonta kasancewar ita yarinya ce da Allah
yahorewa kyau ba na misali ba abin sai wanda
yagani sannan tana da shiga rai yadda kasan
wadda aka tsuma ta da maganin farin jini, in dai
namiji zai ga fatima sai ya yi shaawar ace
matarsa ce.
sbda bayan kyaun ga natsuwa ko magana fati
take ka san ta samu tarbiyya irin wanda duk d'a
namijin arziki yake burin mallka a matsayin matar
aure.
Shigowar goggon ta Abu yasa tatashi dagudu
tawuce 'yar rumfar kwanon dake gaba kitchen
dinsu inda suke hura wuta, goggo tarike baki
fatima yau me ya sameki sai yanzu ake talgen
tuwo? kina sane dacewa ba na son ayi tuwon
dare a gidan nan, fati bata saba karya ba don
haka tai saurin kallon idanunta kadai, goggo dai
ta san akwai abinda ke damunta yau abinka ga
babba ballantana wanda yahaifeka, ta jima tana
nazarin fuskar fatima sannan ta gyada kai tawuce
daki.
Har fati tagama tuwo a sanyaye jikinta yake ko
magana akai mata dakyar take amsawa hatta shi
kansa bakinta ya yi mata nauyi, bayan sun idar
da sallar isha tana zaune kusa da goggo sanye
da hijjabinta da charbi a hannun ta tana ja
hawaye sai neman xubo mata sukeyi tana maida
su dan kar goggon ta gane tayi mata tambayar
da za ta gagara amsawa amma ina dole tatashi
daga gun tashiga dakin dasuke kwana da
kannanta tazauna tana sharar kwalla, har goggo
tashigo tazauna kusa da ita cikin saryin murya da
tausayawa irin na d'a da mahaifi tace "fatima na
san duk abinda zai dameki bai wuce maganar
auranki da musbahu ba, fati kada kicutar da
kanki idan ba kya son musbahu kina sane malam
bazai matsamiki ba, shi ma tunda farko abinda
yasa yace ya ba shi ke kai tsaye dan ya san
dakake har musbahu babu wanda ba zai yi masa
biyayya ba.
Sannan ya yi la'akari dacewa ke da musvahu
akwai kaunar juna mai karfi a tsakaninku tun
kafinn ku mallaki hankalin kanku kusan ku waye
ku a rayuwa.
Fatima tace 'goggo inason yaya musbahu sbda
ba shi da makusa da mace za ta ki shi hasalima
banga abinda baba na zai bakata in ki yi masa
ba, inji ina kinsa a matsayinku na iyaye na,
biyayyarku a gareni wajibi ce, wannan damuwar
tawa ba ta da nasaba na kin yaya musbahu sai
dai ni kaina bansa abinda yashiga xuciyata ya
tsunduma ni a bakuntar rayuwa a yau din nan .
Goggo tayi murmushi tace "ai baki shiga bakuwar
rayuwa ba fatima sai randa kika shiga gdan aure
kika zamo matar aure lokacin ne za kishiga cikin
bakuwar rayuwa wadda baki santa ba amma da
sannu saiki zama 'yar gari har wata rana kigaya
wa wasu yadda aka gaya miki, kowacce mace sai
da tashiga irin wannan bakuwar rayuwar.
Tashi maza ki kaiwa musbahu abinci daga yau
haka za kidinga yi.
Bayan goggon ma cigaba tayi da zama ta kasa
tashi har sai da goggon taleko takara yimata
magana sannan tafita tadauki abincin tanufi dakin
musbahu dake zaure, ta yi sa'a ba kowa a dakin
ta ajiye dasauri za tafita sai ga shi yafito daga
toilet yace "to dawo kidana murna dodon na ki
yananan, har wani rawar jiki kike za kigudu ko?
Tayi murmushi tatsuguna daf da gado tarufe
fuskarta da hijabi, yazauna akan kujera yace
"fatima ki rufe fuskarki yadda kikeso sbda kina da
abin rufewar, mace kyakyawa irinki ta isa tayi irin
kowacci yanga ga kowane d'a namiji ko waye shi
ballantana almajiri kamar ni.
Fatima tun lokacin da baba yabudi baki yakira
sunana har sau uku hankalina a tashe nadinga
amsa masa sbda bansan wace magana zai
gayamin ba wadda har tasa yayi min irin wannan
kiran.
Tun kafin yagaya min na san duk abinda zai gaya
min din magana ce da muhimmancinsa ta isa.
Fatima malam yabude baki yace dani "musbahu
na ba ka auran fatima, wlh fati ban taba kwana a
zaune ba, yadda naga rana haka naga dare
hnkalina ya tashi kwarai dagaske ba dan komi ba
sai dan tunanin dame zan rike mace kamar ke
fatima.
Ina sane dacewa mutane da dama suna tunanin
inasonki ne sbda yanayin shakuwar mu tun kina
karama nima ina karami to Allah yasani fatima
ina matukar kaunar ki sbda haduwar jini da Allah
kan hada tsakanin mutum da mutum amma Allah
ya sani tun da nake ko da wasa ban taba kallonki
da wata siffa ko da wata manufa ba, bayan
kanwata ina kallonki ne a matsayin kanwata
wadda muke ciki daya.
Yana magana ne cikin yanayin tausayin kai
muryarsa kasa kasa yana mata wani irin kallo,
lamarin yajefata ckin sabon tashin hnkali da
rudani idanunta suka kama zubar da hawaye,
fatima ban taba tunanin akwai